"Sorrow is knowledge, they who know the most ( Read more... )

Nightmares.
Nightmares.
I find myself twisting the heads of these familiar creatures.
Playing the part of the pilot, making sure we all burn.

A cold night still wrapped around my neck, I'm finding it hard to breath.

Disconnected.
Again.

I don't deserve this.
Not long ago, I actually believed that life was beautiful.
It isn't.
Life is no more than something to do between non-existance.

Sincerely,
"no one in particular"

Lately I've been overwhelmed with the urge to through away everything I've ever created, because all it's done is lead me to where I am now.
Where am I now?
Alone
Bored
Sick
A mess
I need a tidal wave of soothing voices to stop this shivering.

Contact me if you want free art

This is just silence
This is just silence
This silence can kill

And now I remember how January felt

Myself, Austin, and Ali took a day trip to Boulder yesterday. She had to pick stuff up at her house and Austin and I wanted to go to Albums on the Hill. I bought The Smiths "the queen is dead" on Vinyl as well as both the new Morrisey and new Cure cd. Both are surprisingly amazing ( Read more... )

I know that comment may need some explaining, though I'm not sure how much I'd like to divulge online. But I'll try ( Read more... )

Feeling infinitely better today. I went to IHOP with Ishmael and Avalon last night round about midnight. I offered the waitress an extra dollar tip if she would replace the smiley face on my pancakes into a grimace. I even gave her a blueprint that looked about like this:

> They tasted terrible but goddamnit I enjoyed them. I also gave Ishmael ( Read more... )

So... it would seem I'm back. Why? I'm not sure. I think it's because I have no one to talk to here. Or maybe it's because this is the only proven effective way to contact Nathan. Whatever the reason may be, here is a brief rundown of my summer thus far ( Read more... )

I think I've been extradited