i'm getting ACTUAL married

the date's set and EVERYTHING

i'm finally HAPPY

:) :) :) :)

my soon to be inlaws have bought thomas and i a toaster and a kettle :)

love

my favourite thing

when people leave you a voicemail message and all they say is "i love you"

thank you loren

xxx

I am so incredibly beyond bored right now ( Read more... )

I am very incredibly happy right now with my life

i am with someone who loves me and have been with them now for three months

i love my life

im going to college

my neice is almost three

and the people who chose to abandon me are now no longer part of my life

the friends i have now are the ones who have stuck by me even thought we've left school

i love ( Read more... )

right now my mum is asleep in hospital.
we got back about 45 minutes ago
i lost count of her seizures after 12 of them occurced within two hours
i want to sleep but i need to wait and go explain to the gp whats happened.

x

If I'm here all alone
If I'm left behind
If they spit in my face
If they hate my kind

I will rise above
I will live for love
I will answer to the call
For the bond between
For the depth unseen
For my God forsake it all

'Cause I'm a fire
I'm a flood
I'm a revolution
I am a war
Already won
I'm a revolution

When the world is at war
When the grace is gone
When the ( Read more... )

not*

i feel her slipping through my fingers
now she's gone
i'm sleeping with the light on
and shocks went through my veins now
that she's gone
i'm sleeping with the light on

my gran

was the best gran in the world and she didn't deserve to die,
she should still be here to take care of me and tell me how to fix things
it's all so messed up and i just want it to ( Read more... )

fair enough..I thought I felt stronger than i actually did. but when i met you everything changed...who i was changed...and everything was way out of proportion..and maybe i did think i was in love because thats how i felt at the time...but i do not talk about you behind your back..or make it seem as if you still care about me in order to make my ( Read more... )