You know life is funny sometimes. One day you can feel like everything is just grand and the next you are left wondering the great unknowns of our lives. Trust me I have been doing this a lot lately. Two weeks ago, I was very excited to being moving and starting a new job. However lately I have had a lot of fear set in and I am afraid that I will ( Read more... )

Today I was told that you can't rebuild a forest without a forest fire. Welcome to my forest fire. Life has handed me many many issues and I am not trying to deal with them. I will explain more later.

10 Years Ago - It was 1995. WOW I was 15 and just starting my sophomore year of high school. Still quiet and shy. A complete nerd however I dropped out of band that year! Oh I also had my first date (yes with a girl ( Read more... )

Okay tonight I was watching Cold Case and at the end they played a song. I have heard it before but I don't know who sings it and I am not for sure on the title. I think it is called "Here I Am" however when I looked it up it gave me Bryan Adams and Air Supply's song...it wasn't those song. It is from the 90s I think. It goes "Here I am, in the ( Read more... )

I broke most of Momma's dishes ( Read more... )

"Dating gay men is kindof like dating Vietnam Vets, they are all fucked up it is just a matter of finding the LEAST fucked up one." some great words from my good friend Nicholas as he listened to my latest TRAUMATIC dating experience ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that Karma is a BITCH!!!!

Trust me I am not bitter...

"I'm in a period of growth and expansion. I'm taking long, hard looks at the world and what's happening in it, analyzing and thinking. I'm trying to become acquainted with the universe -- with the part of it I occupy -- and trying to settle, for myself, what my relationship with it is." -Gene Roddenberry ( Read more... )

The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of ( Read more... )

So it happened. The weekend I have been looking forward to and working soo hard for has come and gone. The dishes are piled in my sink from a great afternoon of family and friends, pictures lie on my table capturing this milestone, and I sit here with a surreal feeling. When my parents pulled out of my driveway and I walked into my house, I had ( Read more... )