Apparently it's been already 3 years since I last wrote anything. It's a long time and I think I should do a quick summing up:

- I moved to Japan for 3 months in summer 2012 and meanwhile the girl I had had a fling with and of whom I wrote about in my recent entries made new friends and fell in love with one of them and totally forgot about me.

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Had another lovely night last night. All day I was anxious to go and grab my beloved coworker to the backroom or toilet and kiss her to oblivion. And we tried, but there was always disturbances. So she suggested we hang out after work. We went to have an ice cream and ate it at the decks though it was windy. We had just recently talked how much we ( Read more... )

What a year. I've been trying out new things, trying to win my fears (except having a pet spider, that is NEVER going to happen) and just go with the flow (not in a dead fish way). So, I guess I have finally came to realize what life is about. It's about multiple possibilities of which nothing is really wrong (unless you totally screw up and die).

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Since quite a lot of people I know seem to be on a crappy mood lately (including myself) I think we can blame the Moon or the Spring or whatever and at least try to reduce our stress from whatever we can. Let's have a look.

1. Throw away useless numbers from your mind, such as age, height and weight. Let them doctors worry about those - that's what ( Read more... )

I'm not much into New Year's resolves as I hate to break promises. Especially to myself. So, at this year's first night I kept my mouth shut and didn't vow anything to anyone, the least to myself. I don't have to promise to myself that I'll get to Japan - I'm going. I don't have to promise to be more adventurous - sheesh, I'm giving up all my ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've had a dream I'd have remembered something of, or even jrock related dream. Last night I did. I guess it was thanks to my own bed where I got to sleep after a long time, as well as thanks to the pics I looked at just before going to sleep. It was Lyu's and Aki's halloween pic... And pasted it also to my little sister ( Read more... )

So. Exactly an year ago I was in Japan. Living life to its fullest, enjoying the lovely company of my jrock darlings. This year what do I do? Listen to people bitching about how they have to wait 2 hours for the next train when the other was cancelled for a storm.

WELL, SORRY!

a) Who told you to leave the house today? Even police told you not to.
b) I ( Read more... )

Went to visit my great aunt today after work. She is a hairdresser. She was excited to get to dye my hair and fix my extensions. She really has vision for colors and everything. She put different tones of chocolate brown and champagne in my hair.
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Feeling good. Had a great weekend, as I got to see many of my friends I haven't seen for a while. Two of them came already on Friday and as soon as I got out of the work we went to do some shopping and then came to my place to ditch their luggages and change clothes. @gaussinsumennus was nice to have patience to do my hair and make-up in gyaru ( Read more... )

Recently, I have said to many people that LJ is dead to me. Most of the time it really is, and even when it's not, to me it still is. Get it? I hate buggish pages. I see enough of it at my work. I see no reason to post into blogs that cause me extra work and at worst case fuck up everything I try to do there ( Read more... )