myspace is taking over my life! i almost forgot about this thing entirely. but some myspace drama has left me mad and hurt and searching for another outlet. so i guess this is it. besides... all myspace is good for is drama. there is no expression whatsoever. im so mad at myspace. its ridiculous ( Read more... )

its scary to think that life is still going to occur even if your broke, alone, and unhappy. but for whatever reason... it always does.

i miss my friends.

its been so long. i have time. but i dont know what to write. so i dont. valentines day was good. for once. but it wasnt without flaw. but what day is? school is.... eh.... school. not good. not bad. it just is. im once again considering converting to lesbianism. i hate boys. i really wish i wasnt so repulsed by by the idea of eating a girl out. ( Read more... )

whats to become of my life? i wish i knew. i really do. if i dont get a full time job or become enrolled in school by october then i have no health insurance. which means if i am diagnosed with breast cancer or if i have an unanticipated heart attack it will cost my mom a shit load of money to save me. no good ( Read more... )

damn ( Read more... )

gosh. i havent updated this thing in like years. im sure nobody even reads it anymore. i wouldnt. so...i met the prettiest boy in the world!!!! and he likes me! can you believe it? me? of course its just a matter of time until he figures out that he can do so much better. and then he'll break my heart and ill never date again. but until then im ( Read more... )

it is so important to be able to tolerate yourself. i am learning this lesson right now. if you dont love yourself, nobody can do it for you. god that is such kindergarten bullshit ( Read more... )

the race is not always to the swift but to those who keep running.
i like that.
it gives me hope.

where is Bosnia and whats it like?

there were really cute boys at the pool today. i love boys...

dad found out about the mowhawk incident. crap. i wish he didnt notice things quite so much...

stephany: you have too many livejournals...and i love them all equally...

i wonder what leather underwear would feel like?... constricting?...