I havent written in here very often because I am afraid to...offend. To stir things up, when I wasnt ready to confont a person for how I felt. Thats not who I am, now that most of the people I talk about in my journals know how I feel I can post. I got to see my long lost freind krystal yesterday, it was quite refreshing. We drove Izzy, home after ( Read more... )

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My Mind: is in a very intersting state currently. I have witnessed alot of intersting things in the last month that have wore on my slightly. I feel mentally tired, but it is all for good reason. I feel as though I have accomplished great things, but..I am not sure as though I have. But I am not upset mentally tired, I am...satysified mentally ( Read more... )

Everyone has like ridiclously long journal entries and I feel sorta left out. LOl. So im sure some of you are wondering how I am doing. Pretty well actually, I havent seen my krystal in a while and I guess I won't get to see her today, but whatever there are always more days in the year. I also havent seen much of my c-money...I have seen her but ( Read more... )

This week has brought me continuted happiness, mixed with sadness. Well, the Monday to Monday week...not the singular monday. If that makes any sense, my freindship with Dan is in its most serious jeapordy in a long time. Not that it hasn't been before, but this time he is really upset, it sux. All of my drama hopefully subsided now, however. ( Read more... )

I think this week was designed to test my paitence because its done one hell of a job at it....I am so frustrated its not funny.

It's weird I long for the company of a significant other...lol boyfreind. And it seems I am having no luck finding one, but instead of being all like I AM UGLY AND DEPRESSED I feel sorta happy. Cuz I dont feel ne kind of urgency to find one. If one shall come, he comes...if he doesn't right now..it will suck but it will be well worth the wait I ( Read more... )

I really wanna cry now, I think O had the full range of human emotions tonite. Like every single one, jealousy...anger...happiness...sadness....sexyness and rejection. I don't often or really ever deal with being rejected....so that might be why it stung so fucking bad. Why am I upset...i dont know it sux. I am really depressed any way cuz i ( Read more... )

If maybe the next one will be unlike all the rest. Will be serious, will be someone that I can move forward in my life with. I feel that its important for me to take my time taking the next one. I make freinds fast, and either I date them or I lose them and I am so tired of that. I wanna make quality freinds. I miss like greg,chris and his freinds ( Read more... )

So yea its been like centuries since I have written anything for you guys to read. SO here ya go. Lets see classes start tomorrow...woot! I finally figured out what I want to do with myslef, how I am gonna make the big bucks as a "grownup". I wanna be a human reasources manager...hooray for me. LOL besides that things are pretty awesome I have to ( Read more... )