i dont update this

ive been off my meds for 4 fucking days and im a fucking miserable pile of shit.  i should be super happy now and im NOT.  IM FUCKING NOT ( Read more... )

Retire the Side ACOUSTIC LIVE!!! (TBA ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO NEW YORK TOMORROW TO SEE SYMPHONY X IN THEIR FIRST LIVE SHOW IN 4 YEARS ( Read more... )

Well that doesnt help anything

i want to be your best friend and best lover to the point where it hurts me less than not being both right now

i miss a lot of people
i miss the ones i never met
i miss the time period
but the time is now
and im not dealing well with it

it's taking me forever to move out of my house and into my room for the summer. i think its because subconsiously, im afraid to face the fact that my summer will be lonely, uneventful, and boring. and i dont wanna live where im going or work where im working.  i dont want the summer im expecting.

my job won't entertain me as much as last year - even ( Read more... )

really cool, fun stuff i wish i could share

alas.......

just a sloppy bitch.

*blank*

i wanna tell you about all the cool stuff that's been goin on but all i can think about right now is how much of a bitch i am.

lots... of cooooool stuff.....