What I'm discovering is that getting stuff delivered seems to cause more personal interaction, not less. But it is not outside, so when I recover from making that phone call, I'm going to settle in with my newly acquired cookies and everything will be good. And I'll be having dinner made from my freezer, not from the guy at the door who has the ( Read more... )

Today has not been fun ( Read more... )

On the plus side, I've managed to go shopping. But it is late public-holiday-Monday night, so many things are sold out. I'm not sure if I'm happy about the lack of bakery goods or not, to be honest ( Read more... )

OK, I think I'm ready ( Read more... )

Surprise flat inspection! They claim they informed me, but no. If nothing else, I would have answered the door in clothes. What a lovely topping to the shitburger that is my current state ( Read more... )

I wish I knew if the burning I can smell is to do with the neighbours smoking and laughing outside my flat, or my electronics are frying. Although given how much I've calmed down in the last ten minutes, either my drugs or theirs are doing nice things. But the burning smell was damn strong, and my windows are not open ( Read more... )

Mum may be sick. Proper sick. Bad sick. But she may not, too. Just because they got her to go to a specialist this afternoon after seeing her test results this morning might not be very bad. Big lumps in her stomach might not be very bad. Just because she has felt sick for two weeks, sick enough to see a doctor, that isn't necessarily bad. ( Read more... )

I think I might be getting better. Not in any sort of fast sense, but I've been remembering a few things about this time last year, and those aren't the problems this year. But only kinda ( Read more... )

I miss/ look forward to the days when I didn't loose an argument with myself about my effectiveness at a work policy that hasn't been instituted for a task I don't know if I have for a job that I'm not sure I have.

Hopefully those days will return next week. First game is 22 Feb, they have to contact me by then, right?

I didn't destroy the wall! Or walls, as is becoming more obvious. Mum found that an upstairs neighbour's hot water service is doing an impression of a river. Considering how it is running down over my hot water thing, and the puddle down here, up there should in a terrible state. Except for the whole down lower thing. Also, my neighbour (on this ( Read more... )