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ok so.
i went to my first 'support group' on friday night. i cried the entire time (it was two hours long) i really felt like i was just erupting.. just like, letting out everything i had been holding in while i'm waiting for treatment to begin.
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so i'm super mad.. and this is a part of my personality that i really need to take care of. like, i have a neighbor that i've known for a real long time. and i bought some things from her kids for this fundraiser to be nice and to help them out. but then i didn't have the money right away so i told her i'd owe it to her.
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♥ i've found a layout. credit to sireesanwar of layout_lounge.. it's super pretty. isn't it freakin' fab?! for now i love it.. until my impulses get the best of me and i'm back out searching. possible solution: learn how to do it myself? hmm... -
slow suicide..
so, i tried to keep this out of my journal but i guess that wouldn't be being real with myself. it sounds a little bit crazy, but for fifteen years of my life, i have been battling with an eating disorder. it sounds crazy to say 'i've been struggling with this for years' but i have. i just didn't realize it was a problem until i was just pregnant ( Read more... ) -
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ok so i'm on a hunt for a journal layout. anyone know where i can find any? soo if anyone knows where i can find one, please leave a comment! ♥
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ugh i have heartburn..
ok so. we tried to install our stereo equipment in our car tonight. it was a major fail. apparently we're missing a part that is crucial in completing the task sooo bummer no bumpy bumpy for me right now. it's all good though cuz we'll get it done hopefully tomorrow. i'm excited cuz i get paid tomorrow(tonight) so i can pay my bills.. lol @ me ( Read more... ) -
lookin for some LJ friends
so i had some god-awful cramps this morning and my sister gave me some percocets. and they made me like.. high. i feel crazy right now. just for the record. i heard that when you have more babies, your periods get worse, cramps get worse and even some of the symptoms that you may have never had before all of a sudden show up [i.e. nausea.. ( Read more... ) -
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hello lovies. 'tis i. just got done finding some new backgrounds for my lovely new journal. i'm gonna have it looking fab soon enough. so terrell is working third shift @ walmart now. and i'm super proud of him because he's worked very hard for us. although i really hope that he gets moved to first shift. it sucks getting up at six somethin now.. ( Read more... ) -
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ok so facebook doesn't have enough room in case i wanna just start ranting, or whatever so i got my journal thingy back up n runnin. plus i like to be able to just say whatever i feel without having to worry about like, restraining myself or my language or just whatever. so here is my first post. yay me.