Everyone needs to shut up.

My birthday wish: Let my baby go.

You know that AMAZING feeling you can get from being around someone? It's like this deep desire just to flow with them. ALL YOU WANT is them to want you. YOU are completely in love and NO ONE else can do anything to miss it. Taking a ride with them is amazing. There's no better feeling than flying. You love him! I love him! I love him!

Take  a lit ( Read more... )

Somewhere between running 3 miles a day at track then having soccer take over my life, I've lost my motivation became sore ( Read more... )

I use to love you
I use to love being around you
I liked when you called me pretty
I like how I use to think we had something

... but it was fun
I think I'd do it again
I just can't look at you
I'm sure that's the problem

and yes I am thinking about myself
It feels good.

My wonderful boyfriend bought me a duck for easter

( Lemon!! )

Happy 17th Birthday Nick!!

( I love you! )

What happened to me?
Damn the media.

He makes me happy and I love him.
Even though I do bite him a good bit.

Preston has a new hoe.
It'll turn out to be his cousin in the long run.

so I miss Denee and Megan

Happy 18th Birthday Justin
I'll miss you so much when you leave.

Rhythm & Gangsta is a must have.

Let me go on like a blister in the sun LET ME GO ON Big hands I know you're the one.

I love Megan like a drunk man.
I love Denee like my momma doesnt love me.
I love Preston like a snake.
I love Nick like blue not looking like green.
and I really do miss Kyle.

Everything was fine until recently. I'm starting to break and no one notices, or maybe I'm not the one changing. My mind is beyond me. I dont know why I do the things I do. It's sickening.

(I have come curiously close to the end though
Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole, defeated.
I concede and move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace ( Read more... )