hehehe. i have been thinking that every single day for over a year ( Read more... )

i visited a friend in washington heights yesterday; sometimes seeing people you haven't seen in a few years makes you remember all of the things that you have been in your past, that are no longer a part of your life. some things are harder to let go of than others, and some things you realize you never should have let go of in the first place ( Read more... )

sometimes i think about how my perspective on the kind of life that i want has changed. in high school, i considered life without any type of siginificant other, determined to "maybe" adopt a child or something, and to have a cat and a cute, white and tan studio apartment in new york ( Read more... )

You Are 30 Years Old

30

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i'm doing things all wrong. actually, sometimes i know i'm doing things all wrong. what is wrong with you, alison? come on, get with it. the world is moving and your feet are stuck on the ground. but why ( Read more... )

i am so old. i feel old. i remember things that people talk about their parents talking about. i dont like clubs... well, i do, but i usually am too tired to go to a club. i dress for comfort AND style now... i dont think i have worn high heels in a few months. i am always talking about carbs and working out. i think i need to lay off the ( Read more... )

i am tired. so tired. i had a headache all day. but i got a star wars action figure... can you guess which one?

i am so tired. hip hop dance is KICKING my ass. oh man, it was so much fun though. my muscles arent even sore, and my abs are seriously like steel now!!!! i feel so much better about myself. i work out almost every day, and i have been on a low carb diet for a month tomorrow. i treat myself occasionally, but i dont go overboard. even my skin ( Read more... )

well, let's just say i hit a low point yesterday. i blame the delicious iced coffee beverage i consumed (coffee makes me homicial. i swear.) coupled with extreme frustration and the need to get out of poughkeepsie ( Read more... )

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