well im back at work for friday, we drove to boynton last saturday starting at 2 am and we got in at around 830. fuckin tired. thats all I have to say about that one, I can honestly say around the middle of georgia I thought I was dying. we met up with amy when we got in and had dinner. we stayed that first night at the holiday in on congress ( Read more... )

its been a while huh?? yall probably forgot that I was still alive.. well those of you that even read this thing. im going to miami the 16th through the 22nd. wtf is up right??? then have off through the 26th.. booyakisha. vacation. life is pretty good. im in the gym for about 3 hours 4 times a week. shit id be in there everyday if I could. ( Read more... )

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its 2008 do you know where your problems are?? well who the fuck woulda thought j diesel woulda made it another year? I look great I feel great, its all great. This new years I celebrated by having... 2 drinks...lol haha. can you believe that a whole 2 drinks... fuckin crazy. the time I spent drinking is now made up for in the gym..so you can ( Read more... )

things have been better.
things have been worse.

things are never what they seem.

forever, nothing is forever, forever, forever.

A long December,
and theres reason to believe,
that maybe this year will
be better than the last.

I will break your world. its funny, im trying to turn over a new leaf. no more old insane jason. be sweet be calm, dont yell, dont get angry. dont be wierd, dont scare anybody. it was safer when I was wasted, at least then I couldnt fuck shit up that much..well yeah I could.. but still..I havnt had alcohol in my blood for months..im all jacked ( Read more... )

you of all people should know, that I know, what you know. and that. makes all the difference ( Read more... )

its ok, dont be afraid.
your definitely going to die.

so anyway. im a big fan of itunes music. you can buy cds and shit for 9.99 as opposed to the stores 16-20 dollars. hot fire. the new kanye is pretty decent. it splatters mad funky hip hop techno beats across the back of my consciousness ( Read more... )

well its september again, another summer has gone by. wtf. one year im 19 and ready for the world the next time I look up im 25. im not sure how its all supposed to make me feel, but I do know that sometimes my actions make god and baby jesus cry. sometimes nowadays I wake up and still the only thought in my mind is, how could you do this?? how ( Read more... )