tomorrow is my birthday. say happy birthday because if you dont no one else will. I walk alone. and sometimes it just hurts.

everything is turnng around after 3 months of hell...im really actually dare I say kind of happy...or at least im ok and I can sleep at night...

new MUDVAYNE album NOVEMBER 17th!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUDVAYNE is in BALTIMORE dec 11 and in philly the 12th anyone wanna go??

so I met this girl when i went out on saturday...totally not looking to meet anybody...and she totally came up to me I guess there are girls that appreciate jacked mexicans with tattoos..she said id be her real life frankie J...anyway her names Jessica shes 26 blond hair blue eyes..seems to my type these days...well from the black/pink/blond/ ( Read more... )

listen to Blue October - Into the Ocean...and then just cry cry cry...no but seriously do it right now

im just...so sad. our lease will officially end Nov 30th... 9 days after my 26th birthday 9 days after we were supposed to go to the hershey spa a get couples massages 9 days after my second birthday with her 9 days after we were supposed to go to our favorite resturant 1 month and 4 days until our second christmas....ah fuck it this is ring #2 ( Read more... )

so yesterday we put in our termination of lease notice..so nov 30th would be our last day... I asked for her ring back and she threw it across the table at me and stormed out...so I went home then decided to come back with my dad to get a lot of my stuff so I wouldnt have to come back there...on the way I get a txt saying sorry for flipping out... ( Read more... )

back to the dickies, back to the leather jacket, back to nautica, back to tims, back to me. its weird I came home from florida and met nichole 2 weeks later...I really thought I was going to be with her forever...but I always had this feeling in the back of my mind that it was too good to be true...I guess people really do change... I dont even ( Read more... )

tu eres todo lo que necesito
tu eres todo en lo que sueno
tu eres todo lo que yo aquerido
para guntar la felicidad
yo siempre te aguntao
porque esto no puede ser el fin
tu puedes estar con quien tu quieras
pero tu siempre pensaras en mi
esto es mas aya que nosotros
esto es el nido de nuestras vidas

I thought I was going to be with this girl for the rest of my life. I really did. maybe I still will. I feel like my guts have been ripped out. I was actually puking blood from being so worried sick. I went to baltimore and hung out with seth last weekend. I successfully lost both my pairs of d&gs and didnt go to work for 2 days. and was drunk ( Read more... )

thes last two weeks have made my world I different place. just when I thought everything was set, secure, I knew what I was doing with my life. I knew where I was going. I knew what I wanted. fuck that right, who needs to be stable. anyway things with nichole were what I thought was so awesome apparently wasnt. one week were were talkng about ( Read more... )