Since having this job, I have experience weight gain, hair-loss, AND WAY TOO MANY MENTAL BREAKDOWNS. I feel like I am expected to do so much, but given so little in return. I mean, honestly... I just need to find my "calling". That sounds extremely loserish.. i know hahaha! I just have no idea what it is in life that I would want to do, over and ( Read more... )

Ok, so im not going to over analyize every meal i eat now, because it is driving me insane... I started a boxing class three times a week for 2 hours each class. It is pretty f'n amazing! Hardest workout everrrrr. I need to just have some will power concerning fast food...and dessert... and i will be fine. I leave for jamaica in about 23 days... I ( Read more... )

Breakfast: 2 Bowls of Cereal.. 1 Blueberry Bagel..and some Peanut Butter..
Snacks: 2 milk chocolate calcium balls, some goldfish
Lunch: Carribean Way Smoothie King Smoothie w/ Diet Zone in it.... Amazing..

I'm eating to much today I KNOWWWW.

Yesterday I was sad about not being able to go out with my friends..bc I have a REAL JOB NOW..blah..
so I went to fazoli's and ordered 6 layer lasagna, chicken ceaser salad and 6 breadsticks. DAMNIT. I ate it all at 10 pm..and then ate some oreos, reesecups, and icecream!!?!?! DAMNIT! DAMNIT! ohwell..

March 24, 2006 ( Read more... )

Ok, so heres the breakdown of what I have had so far today ( Read more... )

Haha, I'm excited for this Barbizon Audition. I think things will go well :) If anyone wants to give me Modeling/Acting advice before I go... I will definatly appreciate that ( Read more... )

I went bowling with the ladies at work yesterday, and over all It was an awesome time...but one thing, I ATE 4 pieces of HUGE GREESY PIZZA!?!? This always happens when I get around other people who are eating these things... I think to myself, "I might as well eat a couple pieces too!" or "Hey, if they are eating bad then so can I ( Read more... )

i ate the cereal bar about 2 hours ago... ugh my bad. lol.

This morning I woke up and told myself I wouldn't eat as much today~ Things didn't go as planned ( Read more... )