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its sad to see someone throw away exactly what they are looking for.
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overwhelmed.
I have to continue to tell myself to breath. deep breath after deep breath just doesn't seem to help. more and more out of breath I get.
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Dear Kim,
I know deep down in my heart that you tried to give Chris a message. Kim I need you so bad right now! I need your sound advise. It comes with experience and concern. It was honest and non judgement. You gave me so much insight and wisdom. I was not ready for you to go. I believe it was your time and that you are a peace now. I know I have to ( Read more... ) -
fuck!!
man Kim I wish you were here. I have so much I want to tell you! I need to hear you laugh. I miss you.
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heart broken
man this is a horrible feeling! the feeling of being wrongfully judged. the feeling of being left for something that is not true. I wish you would open your eyes to reality. I am not the horrible person you think I am. you are your own worse enemy. your brain is playing tricks on you. I know I have made mistakes and I have owned up to them but I ( Read more... ) -
7/23/2012
I am having a hell of a time lately. I know that I am not perfect and have lied in the past but I have grown since then. I have matured and realized that it was not worth it. I have apologized about it all and try to do all I can to prove that there are no more lies. there is no making you see. reality is so much different then what you see. It ( Read more... ) -
morning, noon and night
that's how often I get accused and told how horrible I am. the ironic thing is that I am not horrible nor am I doing the things I am accused of.
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broken
I am so broken right now. My spirit is broken. I have been kicked down so much for stuff that is not even true. How do you show someone how wrong they are?! How do you show someone how much you care?! I don't deserve this. Sure I have made mistakes in the past but not the ones I am getting accused of. I want to run and run and keep running till ( Read more... ) -
fuck!
Am I stuck in a vortex? Or is my whole life just a fucked up movie like the Truman show where the joke is on me? How can some one accuse another person day in and day out?! Doesn't someone get tired of being proven wrong ( Read more... )