Restless tonight ( Read more... )

Robert Hendrickson. Typical name, but not a typical boy. He is more than any girl could ask for. His love for me is a little overwhelming at times, but it's something I've missed out on. I know I've tried to avoid some of my feelings towards him for certain reasons. It's taken my friends and mainly myself to help me realize how special he is ( Read more... )

"I have said that Texas is a state of mind, but I think it is more than that. It is a mystique closely approximating a religion. And this is true to the extent that people either passionately love Texas or passionately hate it and, as in other religions, few people dare to inspect it for fear of losing their bearings in mystery or paradox. But I ( Read more... )

Find the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, calls you back when you hang up on him, will lie under the stars & listen to your heartbeat, will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Who kisses your forehead, wants to show you off to the world, holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on... The ( Read more... )

time is so unpredictable.
anything can happen in a second.
i feel like i have weight over my shoulders. (constantly)
my parents aren't even home yet, and when they get home i will just be more stressed out from them.
i don't know what i should do. this is getting harder each day.
when i finally feel like my life is together, it's not.

I can’t stand to think about,
A heart so big that it hurts like hell,
Oh my God I gave my best,
For three whole years to end like this,
Do you want to fall apart?
I can’t stop if you can’t start,
Do you want to fall apart?
Well I could if you can’t try to fix what I’ve undone,
Cause I hate what I’ve become.

I could stand to do without all the people I have ( Read more... )

theres gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me

You know the guy at the party
that stops what he's doing
just to talk to his girlfriend?
That's the type of guy i'd fall in love with,
except that I'm the girl on the other line
and that's my boyfriend.

shut off.

i have nothing to say. in fact, i haven't been able to think or write anything remotely meaningful for awhile. i can't go into depth about most things like i use to. and if i do start explaining something important to get my point across, it either comes out wrong or i can't even find the words. the thoughts in my head are fuzzy and my words ( Read more... )