new tat on friday? I think so. Im getting my first one touched up and another one done on the other side. mostly bc im bored and itll give me something new.

im in the worst effing mood ever at at the moment for absolutely no fucking reason.

stfu. I dont care what you think.

And I'd give up forever to touch you ( Read more... )

So. im kind of confused. Im thinking Im not but im not sure.

I cant find the lyrics I want for this post but when I do ill post em. maybe.

So yeah. Therapy isnt as good of an invention as previously thought. mulling it over in my mind is a lot different than talking about it face to face with some one else. I dunno. IT SUCKS. I know that. Lately Ive been faker than a fucking barbie doll to anyone ive talked to and nine out of ten times that makes me feel worse so I just avoid it all ( Read more... )

yeah...nope. Not since Lu woke up anyway. I went in his room and was trying to be all cheery and nice since its a holiday and I was like.."Wanna watch the parade with me?" and he goes.."what do you even care." Ok. Fine then. Your right. I dont care. Fuck you then. Go to alyssa's for thanksgiving then. See ya later. Get the fuck away from me ( Read more... )

blah blah blah. I love work. I hate home. I hate Lu. I hate the fact that I ever let him touch me. I love my ceci. I feel like the worst friend to her ever though bc Ive been so busy. [im so sorry.]

"she says 'hey can you talk a little louder, I dont think my heart is broken enough...'"

meh. Happy thanksgiving, anyway...

♥

And when you wake up
Everything is gonna be fine
I guarantee that you'll wake in a better place, in a better time
So you're tired of living
You feel like you might give in, well don't
It's not your time

And even if it was, oh, I wouldn't let you go
You could run run run run, but I will follow close
Someday you will say "That's it, that's ( Read more... )

Theres so much to say but I dont know how to word it. I know it sounds weird but Im looking forward to therapy. I can unload all the BS there and feel better ( Read more... )

I think the entire fucking world has lost its entire fucking mind. Honestly. Where the fuck was I when everyone decided to start sucked at life? asdfasd. fucking people, man..

There are going to be some changes and some people arent going to like that but maybe Im doing it because I dont like some people. [[which would mean that I dont care..]]