Yeah. Im bored and in an insanely weird mood. Im just not me anymore. Im happy, sure. Im perfectly content, but I dont feel like me. I feel weird. I feel so locked inside my own head. I want so much to tell Lewis how Im feeling. But i just cant seem to ever get out the words to anyone. I dunno, man. Its just fucking weird ( Read more... )

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I hate that im not allow out anymore. like..ever.

I need my own place.

anyone wanna split an apartment?

So sick of the rollercoast. So fucking sick of it all. All the empty promises, all the lies, all the bullshit. He says I treat him like crap/ Oh yeah. right. I walked out on you when you needed me to the most. Wow. Fuck you ( Read more... )

so. Yeah. new year. same stupid me. Im tired of it all, really. Im tired of people "caring" and "being sorry."

I think I woke up in the twilight zone on Friday. There's so much to write, I just dont have time to now. More after capri today..

Im tired of lewis being around. Some one make him leave bc obviously I cant. W/e. Friday he snapped my neck so bad my mom hurt the crack by the door. that put me out of commision for a while. I think since the accident, my shoulder and neck were fucked up anyway and he just made it worse. W/e. WTFE ( Read more... )

Im well aware that ive been being the crappiest friend ever but Im sorry that im not god and that I cant put more hours into a day. I attend two schools and work at least 6 hours a day. and on top of that moms in bitch mode lately which means I have chores around the house to do. I know everyone has things to do in their lives and im not ( Read more... )

New tat. Blah. blah. blah. I should care. I like it. W/e.

I feel weird around certain people. I prolly shouldnt. Theres really no need for it. w/e. Im over it. Im just OVER it.