My last day of school is Thursday, my stateboard date is October 12th, and then it is on to the next plan. Everything is changing. I might be taking a short trip back to the VA for a few days, but that is still up in the air. I wish I had a better plan for my life right now, I just feel like I have no say. I know it will all work out, but I wish I ( Read more... )

life is good. i love christopher so so so much. work is good, school is boring but almost over. things are starting to come full circle and on to the nexst phase of life.

my mind is a fucking mess. I can't trust anyone entirely, and I have no control over it. I'm always second guessing. it's taking it's toll on me ( Read more... )

I have only about 300 hours of school left!!! I'm pretty excited about that.

Went to Vegas, had a blast

Life is pretty boring, but in a good way.

Chris and I are better than ever.

work.school.sleep

missing my family

see knocked up... it's pretty damn funny

Maui in October!!!

i get up at 5:15am at least 5 days a week to go to work. I sling coffee and overpriced muffins and oatmeal to rich southern california longboarders and bored doctor's wives, who will buy 5 dollar coffee and tip me 2 bucks for pouring it in a cup and asking...."Room for cream??".....and this is all fine by me ( Read more... )

Phone Rings, Blast from the past. School starts Monday. Jobless again. SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY....Pistons VS. Clippers, center court ROW 14. Hopelessly in love. Sunny and 70.

I got a job!!! I start Monday. I will be a medical assistant for The San Diego Sleep and Sinus Clinic. It is awesome, and so is the doctor. She is going to work around my school schedule and it's only about 5 minutes from our house. It will be so awesome to get a pay check again. I haven't worked in two months, that is just unreal. Only two ( Read more... )

here I sit in San Diego jobless. All I do is watch TV all day. The weather is beautiful. I have applied at like 60 different places for a job, but because of school its been really hard to find one. School starts a month from Tuesday which is exciting. Of course I made too much money last year to qualify for any kind of AID to pay for school. I can ( Read more... )

It's been months. My head is a complete mess. My life is changing and I feel helpless. I'm pushing him away. Panic attacks ensue. I'm in love. I hate myself. I'm about to be a transplant. Things are intense. Third name change taking place. debt. debt. debt.

-One week until Halloween and still I have no idea what I am going to be.

- I shot a gun for the first time on Sunday. I was super nervous. I kinda almost threw up. Once I got the hang of it, it was fun. I am not  as shitty of a shot, as I thought I would be.

- We are going to Busch Gardens on Friday, should be fun!

- New MCR comes out tomorrow! ( Read more... )