well, i didnt do well on my diet today. i didnt want to eat over 1000 and i went to 1400. the diet program thing i am using says to make goal weight by july i need to eat 1789 cals a day ( Read more... )

found a site called diet power. it tells you how much cals you have ate and how many you can eat to reach your goal weight ( Read more... )

hmm...i miss hubby...wish he was here ....i hate it when he has to work! but thats funny becasue when its the weekend..alot of times i wish it was monday! hehe. im sure he feels the same ( Read more... )

i have such a headache..i cant remember if i took anything for it! i know that sounds dumb. so i guess if i didnt i will just have to suffer ( Read more... )

well, the weekend was pretty okay. made up with hubby although im still pissed that he decided to use 50 bucks without talking to me first. but i guess its done now so no need to keep on it ( Read more... )

well, me and phillip just got into it. about his brother....i dont care i hate his brother. me and him had a dissagrement that he just cant seem to get over even though i have said sorry about 5 times now. he treats me like shit. i feel like every time phillip talks to him, he says ,okay , its okay treat my wife how ever u want. fuck that ( Read more... )

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well, me and phillip had a nice weekend. we went out with some friends for a few hours saturday, wich made me feel bad.(for leaving the baby) but it was fun. i only stayed gone like 4 hours. sunday he got babtized at church, i was so happy for him. his mom stopped by before we left, and had to start shit. im glad she is gone for a month! she ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel i hate my husband...i really do. he has given this feeling everytime i eat that i should be ashamed. just a while ago i went to hug him and he said get off me your too heavy. i dont know why he says these things, but its reallly kills me inside. i have lost 50 pounds the last 2 months. i just had a baby, but , he cant be ( Read more... )