i hate that we live so far away

please call my home

pretty much worste spring break ever

pretty mcuh i think im gonna go vegan...haha.. not realy.. but after watching this video form peta.. or peda or whatever.. i get sick eating meat thinking about it.. ehhh

i CAN make you happy.. please let me.. it feels.. gah. i dont know. where are you going to be today?i realy need to do something for you..

k so i wrote along thing to jessica earlier.. but i delteted it.. im killed by how she feels about me.. she has no idea how i feel.. of course she was hurt.. she was jelouse.. thats it.. nothing ever happend.. so in return i have had a month of pain.. just trying to deal with it... her tellig me i was the worse boyfriend blahblah blah.. i just want ( Read more... )

so wee went to silverdale yesterday to go see chips girlfrind.. and there was supose to be a party.. which ended up us going to a trashy punk rockers appartment.. and watching them play video games for 3 hours.. gay status... seriosly.. they put there ciggerettes out on the carpet and there was just beer cans everywhere.. i dont get how people live ( Read more... )

i cant believe i hust someone so bad trying to make things better.. i hate this.. i love her sooo incrredibly much.. i dont know what she wants from me.. i try doing things for her and she gets mad that i did them becouse she told me to? i did other things she didnt say but its to hard.. i guess shes just realy mad at me.. well were not suppose to ( Read more... )

so pretty much all ive used my lj for is for writing about jessica in the last year.. but i never use it anyways.. i dunno. i love her sooo much but its like shell never see it... ever. i try to do stuff for her and she says its too late.. yet shes still listing things off to do? i dunno.. well pretty much all her friends think its the best things ( Read more... )

so me and jessica are together again.. were just doing something different and trying to make it work. pretty much im going to the bled in like 5 minutes so thatll be tight... or some sheez. whelp i have nothing else to say so bye