im back at my plcae again. and what have i done?
binged. purged. binged again. i realllly dont want to purge. lately purging just makes me fell soooo bad. but i cant leave so many bowls of seriously INSIDE me and by seriously i mean cereal. obciously.
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my cat jumped on to the fire/stove this morning. burnt all his paws. a couple pretty badly. but we cant do anything the vet said except put this stuff on them and yea. hes ok now. was shock tho. i wanted to throw up not coz the burns look bad but at the thought of him jumping on the stove and getting hurt at all =/
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starting to realise why it is my mum is convinced i hate her
wish i had a tape recorder to show myself
how can i behave like that?
how has she lived through 20 years of it

so fucking pissed off. the fucking repeats of the lecs are cancelled so now i ahve to fucking change subjects or never attend lectures. so fucking annoyed this is so stupid. these two courses shouldnt fucking clash coz they are ones people who do anth obviously would do at the same time. thhis is bullshit. i hate uni.
i woke up this morning with the ( Read more... )

stupid uni starts tomoz. well tues for me. and i thought i was sorted, coz my classes clashed but it was ok. coz the lecs and film for anth were repeted the next day, so i had it sorted. now i look at the timetable and there is no repeat.s NO REPEATS> i emailed tho coordinator. fucking im pissed off. its tuesday and im going to miss probably all  ( Read more... )

ugh. i feel sick. hungover yes. drank from 2 till 2 ugh 12hours drinking. groossssss ( Read more... )

i binged on bread today. purged. thtas two days with binges. if i hadnt gone to melbourne i would have lost at least 2 more kg by now. not gained. and i wouldnt be binging. but now ive had my "shower" and i cant do it again, but i stil have to have dinner. and of course its special dinners the next 2 nights coz my sis is going away. meaning i have ( Read more... )

fuck you

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die