NEW FUCKING JOURNAL.

I CAN'T TAKE THIS SHITTY ASS ONE.

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ADD ME.

OMG.
KRISTI. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
YOU WITH YOUR FUCKING MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKING.

i like to yell at myself.

can't move.sweet how i've been a lazy piece of shit for so long ( Read more... )

I'm really insecure lately ( Read more... )

I'm not as okay as I thought.
Things have been bothering me.
I just can't say anything; not even to the one person I really want to tell. Its easy to keep lying to myself, pretending I'm completely fine with everything that's been going on recently. But the thing is, i'm not. And it SUCKS to not be fine. It sucks to think about the shit I've been ( Read more... )

Its possible my house is on fire.
Never watch The Notebook when you're vulnerable.
or EVER, if you don't like crying.

God.

Its straight.

I never want to talk anyway.

I feel like throwing up.

but that kid is going the fuck down.

Here's what I've decided.

I don't give a fucking shit
what anyone thinks about me anymore.

I do what I can to make things right
but it feels like im wrong anyway.

everything is my fucking fault
i fucked everything up.

great. cool. what the fuck ever.

im sick of my mom not picking up her phone ( Read more... )