My due date would have been right around this time.

Sometimes I just want to die.

Dear Neil ( Read more... )

Some days are better than others.  This isn't one of those days.  I've decided drinking isn't the enemy.  It's the darkest places in my mind that push me to it.  If only I could figure out a way to block out the pieces of me I despise.  But I think I embrace them because if I don't feel pain I can't recognize happiness.  How fucked is that?  I can' ( Read more... )