Today was a full house at House of Chen, which doesn't happen very often. At least we had a bus this time. I'm just feeling completely drained of happiness and life at the moment. I just wanted to walk out of the restaurant and be done. I just wanted to leave and never have to put up with any more customers, I couldn't even pretend to be happy. ( Read more... )

I just went through all my lj posts and realized how different my posts have been since the beginning of my sophomore year. Before I'd always talk about how I wished my friends would want to hang out, what I wanted, and how I wish people would learn to forgive and endure life ( Read more... )

I've began watching Fruit Basket. I really like it...It's something to do when I'm not working. WHAT?! Melissa's got a job? Yes, at House of Chen. I love it, the people I work with are fun and I've known the family since I was about 7yrs old. Sometimes I'm hostess, other times I'm waitress, but a lot of the time I'm busing tables. Though that sad ( Read more... )

The graduation ceremony was tonight. :( I wish I would have taken advantage of the year I had with these seniors, I s'pose that would have made it harder to say bye though. Last year I was practically crushed with the ex, ex, seniors leaving. Everything seems unreal anymore. What US strives for, what the people strive for, and just the way things ( Read more... )

For those who never know: Mothers day is this Sunday: May 13th.

The Choir Tour was awesome....well there were it's ups and downs, but by the end I was very glad that I went! It's good to get away from Ames and the same-old "hum-drum" of life. We had something planned every day, and no day was the same. As you can imagine it's annoying to come back to Ames and live the same day over and over again, but hey, ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to pull myself together. Damn Humpty Dumpty!!! Can't blame him for pushing me, he was probably lonely lieing there shattered. (We have some really messed up child rhymes, not as bad as some Spanish ones though...) Anyway, my leg still hates me, I want to run like I used to, waahhhh. :`( Much to talk of but people have enough ( Read more... )

Yo, my dawgs! Sorry, that white plague hit hard. As for my last post things are getting better. Got a 85% on my biology test! Hurray for me! Compared to the D's and F's I got on previous tests. I know I know, musta been smokin' crack. Actually it was because I wasn't reading the chapter sections much, but now that I've begun doing outlines for them ( Read more... )

I really need somebody to talk to. So many issues, and not those stupid girly ones like " my boyfriend dumbed me for my best friend ". Though that would suck if that truly happened, no worries about that though, don't want a relation-shit ( Read more... )

Everyone focuses to much on relationships. I'm not saying I would push a relationship away if I felt really strongly for that guy. Relationships open you up to things you wouldn't normally understand, but being single also shows you a lot that a relationship would blind you from. I don't ever want my family and friends to become second because some ( Read more... )