has anyone read unbearable lightness? wow. totally wonderful ( Read more... )

didnt eat all day and felt proud ( Read more... )

sorry i havent been on! everyday i look at my phone and think...yeah i should write. and then i cant gather the energy to click post ( Read more... )

the past few days ive been running on meal a day. im mentally and physically exhausted but i need the money for my bills and wedding ( Read more... )

happy new years everyone!

so been the nerd i am, im partially watching high school musical 3 in the background as i clean. since its the new year im trying to start it off right. starting with a nice clean house.

i adore my duvet.

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so i went shopping today for makeup. i got a few pretty rad things.

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After converting my weight from kg to lbs, i realise how much fatter i really am. ICK. seriously, the thought gives me awful shudders down my back. I look down at my stomach and its so pudgey and awful.

Today i was intending on eating nothing, and i was going ok, till i starting shaking profusely, and couldnt even work. My legs turned to jelly, and ( Read more... )

Everytime i look at this picture, I get mad at myself.
I just want to get back to this weight..


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Today i binged like a mofo. It was terrible. My new years resolution, like many others, is to lose all my weight. I initially wanted to get to 60kg, because its at the lowest of healthy weight for me, but now, i just want to keep going, till at least 54kg again. So thats my goal. I need to feel somewhat normal, and at the moment I am reluctantly ( Read more... )

Merry xmas!
todays been a day for food only. its ghastly. and im fasting from tomorrow.
Ick.

Ill post more later, but i hope everyone is having a wonderful day, and merry xmas for tomorrow for all my northern hemisphere friends <3