So I went shopping today, and came away with no new clothes. What's with stores and their sucky plus sized clothing options? First I went to Lane Bryant, which is a store just for large sizes and I couldn't find anything. Last year they reorganized their jeans sizing, instead of the usual 12, 14, 16 etc they have 5 levels and 3 color codes - really ( Read more... )

Recently I went to the doctor to talk about why I'm not losing weight. This was seriously a big thing for me as I've never spoken with a proffesional about getting help ( Read more... )

workout 04/11/08: 411 calories burned

workout 04/09/08: 424 calories burned

workout 04/08/08: 339 calories burned

workout 03/26/08: 287 calories burned

workout 03/25/08: 320 calories burned

workout 03/24/08: 285 calories burned

I think I'm at a turning point.

More to come?

Well, I'm still here. Still... alive, so I guess that's a good thing. I feel like I've given up the fight though, and am feeling a bit lost without the critical ED voice constantly nagging at me to count those calories, not eat, and exercise til I pass out. Some mornings when I brush my teeth I look at the toothbrush and remember how easy it was to ( Read more... )

I'm so horny right now that I would literally fuck the first penis that came along. I must be ovulating or something and my body really wants to make a baby. I'm also craving chocolate is a mega bad way. Ug. So any naked man dipped in chocolate would be more than welcome right now.