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It's been a while. I know a lot's changed but I guess anyone who reads this already knows what's up so I don't really have to update on all this BUT, just in case ( Read more... ) -
I don't believe in magic anymore.
It's taken me this long to admit it to myself, so now I guess the next step is admitting it to everyone else. I'm not okay. I'm still in love with someone who obviously doesn't love me anymore and maybe never did. Maybe it's not that I love who he actually is but I love who he worked so hard to convice me he was. Everyone keeps saying it's better ( Read more... ) -
Life happens.
It's been an interesting past couple of days. I really do believe there is a God and I believe he's harder on some people than on others. I think he's harder on people who actually give a shit (like me). I'm not at all complaining because I love my life and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world but times aren't so good right now. I guess ( Read more... ) -
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Why is it that all the guys I want to marry end up joining the military?!
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I decided about a week or two ago that I needed to go back to the gym. It's pretty sad when a 5'4" 102 pound chick is self-concious in a bikini but hey, it happens. When I first decided to start running again it was all about how unhappy I was with the way I looked. I think I may have had a mild eating disorder a couple months ago. I got down to ( Read more... ) -
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Sooooo...here I am sitting at my desk at my job that's about to go away. It's funny, once I found out I wasn't going to be working here much longer everything started to be okay. I LOVE my job. I LOVE my co-workers. I LOVE my bosses (most of the time). I think this just probably isn't a good place for me. The next youngest person here is almost ( Read more... ) -
Oh geeze....
I'm not sure if this is a sign that I'm supposed to stay here or if it means I'm REALLY REALLY supposed to go but someone backed into my car AGAIN last night while it was parked outside Helena's house. I seriously could not for the life of me figure out how the chick hit it as hard as she did at the angle she was backing out of her driveway. I wasn ( Read more... ) -
....we follow the roads that lead us to drugs or Jesus....
So it's over. It didn't take long for it to actually sink in because once high school stopped, life started. It's a beautiful thing. It's a whole new world. Not all of it is good or enjoyable but it's real. I don't feel like i'm living in a movie world anymore with all the "cool people" and all the people who long to be just like them. Who cares?! ( Read more... ) -
Jack Johnson always knows how to say things so perfectly.
Well based on your smile
I'm betting all of this
Might be over soon
But your bound to win
Cause if I'm betting against you
I think I'd rather lose
But this is all that I have
So please
Take what's left of this heart and use
Please use only what you really need
You know I only have so little
So please
Mend your broken heart and leave
