I'm feeling all organised today so thought it was time to do up a master post of my fics
Sherlock -
Unspoken ConcernsWord Count: 600
Summary: A short conversation in the rain, in which neither John nor Mycroft give voice to mutual concerns of Sherlock's boredom leading him back to dangerous ways.
Everything left unsaid.Word Count: 1,300
Summary: All the conversations they had, and never will again.
John sometimes forgot what a normal life was like, though possibly, as Sherlock would have claimed, it would be boring. He knew he wouldn't swap his life for normal. He would even keep the pain, if losing it meant forgetting the most frustrating, brilliant man he had ever known.
Ashes of you in meWord Count: 140 (Prose)
Summary: Wrap up your broken pieces, we'll burn them together.
ApathyWord Count: 900
Summary: Single gunshot wound, domestic disturbance gone wrong, hardly worth the effort really.
It's best to ignore him when he's like this...Word Count: 700
Summary: Sherlock is bored, John feels like punching him...so just another usual Tuesday morning...
You still haunt me...Word Count: 1,100
Summary: John's body was going through the motions, dragging his barely functioning thoughts with it, lost in his grief. He didn't notice at first, he almost missed his miracle...
Wholock:
Don't look back; I'll take you where you belongCharacters: John, Eleven, Sherlock, Mycroft
Word Count: 6,200
Summary: John is alone, finding it hard to move on when everything seems so empty, and the Doctor gets a message he can't ignore, despite his best efforts. An impossible blue box and an adventure bring John back (or more accurately, forward) to something he thought lost.
Doctor Who -
Tear down your wallsCharacters: Eleven/Jack Harkness
Word Count: 2,400
Summary: Jack found the Doctor in London years after Amy, Rory and River were all lost to him. He wanted to reach out, to find the friend he had cared for, for so long, in the broken shell of the Timelord. Instead he brought the walls down, and buried them both in the rubble that was left.
Turn around and walk awayCharacters: Eleven/Jack Harkness
Word Count: 1,700
Summary: The Jack who had just stormed out the TARDIS door like a dozen devils were hot on his heels, was earlier than any Jack the Doctor had seen for some time. He could have no idea of the storm of emotion he had swamped the Doctor with, had no idea that the last time the Doctor had been with Jack had ended in an eerily similar fashion. A sequel to
Bound by these lies.
Scream into the voidCharacters: The Doctor
Word Count: 530
Summary: The Doctor mourns the loss of his home, let's loose a pain too terrible to bear the only way he can.
Painted across the night skyCharacters: Amelia Pond
Word Count: 400
Summary: Amelia looked to the stars each night, knowing there was something more there that no one else could see.
Two wrongs make it rightCharacters: Eleven/Rory, Eleven/Amy
Word Count: 2,300
Summary: How many nights have you woken, drenched in sweat...restricted...aching? The Doctor wants what he should never have, what isn't his, but he takes it anyway? Losing himself in Rory's hidden desires and Amy's devilish nature.
Bound by these liesCharacters: Eleven/Jack Harkness
Word Count: 1,400
Summary: Jack had been lying to himself for so long it had become second nature, a safety net. He knew how the Doctor saw him, that he barely tolerated Jack's presence. No matter how hard he tried to bury the want, the need for something more, it always found its way to the surface, and this really was a stupid way to deal with it.
Waiting to go novaCharacters: The Doctor
Word Count: 500
Summary: Billions of stars shine bright, but it is the light of his companions he craves, that keeps the darkness at bay.
Those we don't rememberCharacters: Jack Harkness, Rory Williams
Word Count: 770
Summary: You know, it's not the remembering that is hard. It's not having lifetime, upon lifetime of memories filling your every breathing moment. That's not what's hard.
Paper LanternsCharacters: Eleven/River
Word Count: 470
Summary: River and Eleven watch a lantern festival. There is nothing else she would wish for.
Filled with terror and forgotten dreamsCharacters: Eleven, Jack Harkness (pre slash)
Word Count: 670
Summary: There was nothing left to give that the darkness hadn't already taken. It had ripped all he held dear from him, left everything to drift in forgotten, tattered remains where none would ever see.
Can't run from meCharacters: Eleven, Amy, Rory
Word Count: 920
Summary: The one thing he can't run from, is himself...
Light & AshCharacters: Amy, Eleven
Word Count: 350
Summary: Everything else was hazy, distant, unimportant. There was just the play of light on the ash. Yet that ash signified something, something important.
You sheltered me from the stormCharacters: River/Eleven, Jack Harkness
Word Count: 3,700
Summary: The first year in Stormcage had been the hardest, as River came to realise just how much time she would spend alone, waiting. Yet an unexpected friendship, and the ever expanding entries in her diary of adventures with the Doctor, made the sacrifice of keeping her secret worthwhile. She lived for the friendship and love of two men, but more importantly, she learned to live for herself. In the end, she made her life her own, and the reputation of River Song grew in its own right.
Crimson. Eleven. Delight. Petrichor.Characters:The TARDIS, The Doctor
Word Cunt: 400
Summary: Bits and pieces tucked away, waiting for a use. Some things were kept hidden behind a password, one carefully selected that was as much innately him as it was her.
Bury your loneliness in meCharacters: Eleven/Jack Harkness
Word Count: 2,900
Summary: It was one of those days where nothing short of a bottle of the most toxic alcohol Jack could buy would do, at least until an unexpected meeting with the Doctor leads to something more than either of them anticipated. Maybe, just maybe, one day they can both put aside their loneliness.
A love story, only not reallyCharacters: Eleven, Amy
Word Count: 640
Summary: Sure, there was none of that messy human stuff that usually accompanies a love story, but that didn't make it any less true...
Lasts, first, and everything in betweenCharacters: The Doctor
Word Count: 350
Summary: The Doctor lived for those firsts, those moments in between, even as he was defined by so many lasts...
Outside the order of thingsCharacters: Eleven/River
Word Count: 530
Summary: The order of the universe could never explain River Song. She was an undeniably force that moved him in ways he couldn't predict.
Never a right time for usCharacters: Eleven/Amy, Amy/Rory
Word Count: 4,000
Summary: Eleven and Amy are stuck in the TARDIS for a year after an incident with a super nova. Some things are never meant to be, even in a stolen year together.
Everything we areCharacters: Eleven/River
Word Count: 690
Summary: River was gone, though he could still feel the echo of her in gamma bursts and the shifting patterns of the universe.
Always and neverCharacters: Eleven, Amy (Unrequited Eleven/Amy)
Word Count: 500
Summary: The Doctor had torn down Amy's world when she was a child, and put it back together again with himself as its center.
I'll stop running for youCharacters: Eleven/Jack Harkness, brief Amy and Rory
Word Count:7,800
Summary: The Doctor had meant to find Jack earlier than this. Younger, less broken, but this was where the TARDIS had taken him...He only wanted to say goodbye, but it ended up so much more complicated than that. The Doctor and Jack find each other briefly, before being torn apart by the events at Lake Silencio. Jack tries to drown his grief with anger, while the Doctor keeps running
There are no right words...Characters: Eleven/River
Word Count: 1,200
Summary: She was always coming into and out of his life, in no particular order, a frustrating, irrepressible and irresistible force. He always knew there would be one last time, one last adventure. He could just never find the right words to tell her, to say goodbye, when she wouldn't know it was their last goodbye.... instead he said the only thing he could.
Can't escape you...Characters: Eleven/Amy
Word Count: 940
Summary: Every minute since he left had been a fight, a fight to not turn around and run back to her...
Of idiots, closets and miniskirts...Characters: Eleven/Amy
Word Count: 900
Summary: After some hurried explanations, failed use of his psychic paper and far too much running about, the Doctor finds himself hiding in a tiny closet, with Amy pressed up against him...
Lonely Moments...Characters: Eleven, OC (thoughts of River and Amy)
Word Count: 3,900
Summary: There are far too many lonely moments in the universe. The Doctor shares a moment with a young women to change one of them...though maybe it is him that is far more lonely.
The empty space where you were...Characters: Eleven
Word Count: 700
Summary: The Doctor was alone, surrounded by the emptiness of the TARDIS as he left the Ponds behind, not knowing how he could find the strength to go on without them.
Unravel me, as you hold me together...Characters: Eleven, Amy
Word Count: 650
Summary: She was never his, yet she always will be. Amy holds the Doctor together, even as she tears him apart.
Memories of what is lost...Characters: Eleven
Word Count:670
Summary: The oncoming storm, destroyer of worlds, his constant companion, death. The Doctor witnesses the destruction of a world...yet another memory of the lost to carry while he can.
Beauty in the impossible...Characters: Rory, Amy, Eleven
Word Count:1,000
Summary: Rory contemplates the Doctor and Amy, when the Doctor takes them to an impossible forest to find a moments rest after a close call...
Supernatural -
Lighthearted -
'Ties' Between Us.Word Count: 980
Summary: His eyes slowly opened. A tan trench coat and messed up tie, swam before him as his vision cleared...Dean needs Castiel's help again, only this time he has an idea for how to say thank you...
Snow angels and werewolves...a Winchester ChristmasWord Count: 1,100
Summary: Dean was cold, bleeding and alone, it was a really crap way to spend Christmas, or was it?
One man’s roadtrip is an angel’s hell Word Count: ~3,700
Summary: Castiel irritably puts up with Sam and Dean's bickering as they search for a way to reverse the witch's spell affecting the angel...a sequel to the fic below...
Surviving a Winchester hunt is no 'small' feat...Word Count: ~1,700
Summary: Castiel helps Sam and Dean’s on a witch hunt where they end up not quite themselves. Patiently (or not so patiently) enduring the brother’s inevitable squabbling as they find a solution to their ‘small’ predicament...complete crackiness that I blame entirely on lack of sleep...
We're Not Keeping Him Word Count: ~1,700
Summary: Castiel makes a four legged friend, Dean says they're not keeping him, but Castiel gets his way thanks to an impressive lost puppy impersonation.
The Mysterious Case of the Shrinking T-ShirtWord Count: ~500
Summary: Dean's not impressed when something happens to his favourite shirt. Sam thinks its hillarious and Castiel doesn't get what the fuss is about, or does he...
Drinking with Angels Word Count: ~700
Summary: Dean gets bored and has a drinking contest with Cas, Sam thinks its an idiodic idea.
Angsty -
Can you hear between the words?Characters: Implied pre Dean/Cas, Sam POV
Word Count: 600
Summary: Sam really hadn't meant to overhear Dean's prayer, to see what lay between his words.
Outside, looking inCharacters: Dean, Castiel
Word Count: 420
Summary: Benny watches Dean and Castiel in Purgatory and can't help but notice this 'thing' between them, even if they are completely oblivious.
What makes you different?Characters: Benny, Dean/Cas
Word Count: 620
Summary: Every instinct screamed at Dean not to trust this damn angel, even as some part of him already did.
How do I keep going when everything is brokenWord Count: 770
Summary: How do you say goodbye to a friend when you barely have time to sit still...
Aeternus EternusWord Count: 21,300
Summary: Shortly after the confrontation with Castiel in 6.20, Dean and Castiel are attacked by Raphael. As Castiel tries to fly them to safety he is injured, and they end up thrown back into the past instead, where thanks to some interference by Chuck!God and Death, they end up ensuring that the events at Stull cemetery happen the way they remember. Whatever drew Dean and Cas back to the past, gives them the time to rediscover their connection, and allows Dean to realise some things shouldn't be changed, no matter how much it may tear him apart...Will their time hopping interlude be enough to make a difference when it really counts, when trust, love and sacrifice binds them together to the very end.
Follow me home...Word Count: 16,350
Summary: Dean had woken up in a hospital with no idea who he was, just these strange dreams, and a doctor who may be even stranger. As he tries to make sense of his dreams and the memories hidden in them, he wonders if he wants to know the man he used to be. With a little help from a friend, he finds what he needs to get back home.
These stains on our souls...Word Count: 2,700
Summary:In his feverish state, Dean doesn't know if still being hell is the hallucination, or if his rescue by Castiel was
Not What They Should Be...Word Count: 1,400
Summary: Every night Chuck finds himself drawn to a spot in the dark, looking through a window at Dean and Castiel. The world is burning around them, but here, here Chuck sees what hope there is left in the world. If only they could see it too...(end!verse)
Of all the chorus of Heaven, I trust only on to sing me to sleep.Word Count: 2,100
Summary: Dean was about as tired as he’d ever been, and that was saying something. Bone-deep, not caring if he lived or died, sick with sleeplessness tired. He didn't know what he wanted or needed until it was there...
Running from you, running to youWord Count: 1,800
Summary: Dean is barley thinking, just acting. Acting on every emotion he has had since they first met. Every longing look, every accidental touch...A coda for 6.20
Just give me a signWord Count: 800
Summary: Cas pleads for a sign. He gets what he prayed for. A coda for 6.20
Thirty-seven momentsWord Count: 2,500
Summary: Castiel is exhausted, pulled in a thousand directions. There is never enough time, and the small moments with Dean are all he has, in a war that threatens to consume him...
The Words They Never SayWord Count: ~2,000
Summary: It's strange the observations you make in some dingy motel room while suffering from a concussion. As Sam watches Dean and Castiel, he wonders if they know just what it is that they have in each other...
A Wish & A PrayerWord Count: 12,700
Sumary: Dean wasn’t sure what was real anymore, he wasn’t sure he cared... his brother was gone, Castiel was back in heaven, and he was living a life he wasn’t sure he wanted , reality was something he could do without. So when Castiel keeps appearing in the back seat of the Impala, he’s not surprised, he just thinks he’s finally lost it…after all, no one ever gets what they want…Set in the year between 5.22 and 6.03
Echoes.Word Count: 440
Summary: He was beyond weary. On auto pilot most of the time, just going through the motions. Something had driven him once, to keep fighting, to keep protecting what was left. He wondered if he even knew what that was anymore.
Your warmth still lingers here.Word Count: 940
Summary: He slumped to his knees in the snow, his head bowing from the weight of his memories. They were so strong it was almost as if he could reach out and touch them. At times he didn’t know if they were a curse or a blessing. Either way, he knew he would never give them up. He couldn’t. They were all he had left.
The Hidden Moments We hold ClosestWord Count: 6,500
Summary: Dean is still tormented by what he did in hell, and only one person truly understands just what that was, Castiel. Having someone who knew everything and still accepted him anyway, was more than just a cold comfort, at times it was the only thing still keeping him afloat. Even if Sam and Bobby don’t know why Dean is so desperate to save Castiel, they’ll help him anyway, because it’s Dean, and he so rarely asks for anything.
A Fork in the RoadWord Count: 3,500
Summary: Set during “The Rapture”. When Castiel is dragged back to heaven, something happens that allows him to see what lies in his heart, even if he doesn’t remember it when he returns.
Untill all that is left is dustWord Count: 1,000
Summary:The broken world slips towards ruin, taking all that once was with it. Dean turns away racked with guilt, Cas watches the coldness and distance grow, both lost and longing for more but unable to find it...
Earthbound (Without these wings I learned to fly)Word Count: 22,000
Summary:Post 5.22 AU where Castiel doesn't get his powers back after the show down with Lucifer...
What place does an angel without his powers have in a world that no longer looks like it will end in flames? With the apocalypse over, Castiel finds himself no longer needed. Sam is in the pit, Dean has gone off to try and keep his promise to his brother though he soon feels it’s not the life he wants, and Castiel finds himself sitting across the table from Bobby, with no clue as to what to do next. Castiel thought he had given everything for Dean, yet he realises he will continue to protect him, even if it means sacrificing everything he has left. Struggling to come to terms with his emotions, and seeking purpose again, Castiel does the only thing that seems logical…he hunts.
Glimpse The Descent Word Count: ~4,900
Summary: Events leading to the future in 5.04. It was no one particular moment, just a gentle slide as everything slowly unravelled. Castiel would stand with Dean till the end no matter how much it broke him.
I'll Always Choose YouWord Count: ~800
Summary: Dean sacrifices himself for Castiel and has to face Castiel's anger when he finds out.
Held Captive Word Count: ~600
Summary: Such loss and heartache had no place in the eyes of an angel. Dean would give everything to ease it.
Broken Pieces Word Count: ~600
Summary: Castiel sees all the broken pieces in Dean and will give everything to put them back together. (Companion piece to Held Captive)
Five Times Dean Died, One Time He Stayed Dead Word Count: ~1,200
Summary: Dean seems to die, alot. What happens when he dies one last time.
When the war is over, the smoke slowly clears Word Count: ~6,500
Summary: The end of the apocalypse and the inevitable fallout. Dean tries to end the apocalypse on his own to protect those he loves, but his plan goes horribly wrong and he struggles to live with the consequences. Though it does have an unexpected result. After the apocalypse has ended Sam tries to heal the emotional wounds.
I'll Stand With You Little Brother Word Count: ~2,500
Summary: Takes place during ep 5.19. Gabriel talks to Cas to try and understand why he chooses to fight by Dean's side and finds his reason to stand up to Lucifer.
The More I Understand, The Further I fall...Word Count: WIP (currently 2,800)
Summary: A series of drabbles based on Castiel and his journey of discovery. Set after he regains his powers in 5.22 and has to find where he belongs.
Meta -
To Ship or not to Ship - The Dean/Cas QuestionWord Count: ~3,500
Summary: A semi lucid examination of the complexity that is Dean/Cas by looking back at all their interactions, with some pretty pictures thrown in to make it easier on the eyes.