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Dissociation. Just great. Why can't I be fucking normal?

I have therapy tomorrow, I'm kind of nervous I have so much to talk about but I keep freaking out. I hope I will actually be able to talk this time. Every time I go I feel like I'm babbling like an idiot! Hopefully it will get better. Hope everyone is well, Much love <3

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Relapse?
I'm down to 102lbs again.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I really want to speak to this counsellor in class but I'ms scared too!

So things are going well? *Touch wood*
Maybe not, I was at a party last night and the guy I like and I kissed!
I'm not sure if he would actually like me though so now I'm totally paranoid and worried!

I decided to write when I was feeling down/angry.
So i wrote about my life, things that have happened over the past year.
Its turned into kind of like a short story.

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I didn't cut. I wanted to so badly but I didn't.
I'm very proud of myself. I snapped a band on my wrist over and over and then the feeling slowly went away.

I'm trying to be more positive.
I'm going travelling next year on my own and I'm really excited about it.
I also start my new job in a couple of weeks which I'm also really excited about and pretty nervous about too!
Hope is all works out.