so me and michael have finally gotten settled for the most part in OUR house and we both have decent jobs with decent pay. i'm so happy here, living with him and being in a rural area. i'm homesick but i'm not, meaning i believe that it will take a little bit longer to really hit me. i'm starting to miss certain things like my friends and my dog ( Read more... )

that my entire family would just accept the fact that i'm moving and just help us, not make it as hard as possible and drive us out of here. it seems like they are all slowly turning against us and michael and i cant take it anymore. its taking his all just to stand it here and i'm just ready to leave. my parents are slowly accepting it and trying ( Read more... )

some serious changes are about to be made and i dont know how my parents are going to take it. my options in life lie elsewhere but my family remains here. i may be stuck in a rut but i know not only what my heart says but what my gut says as well. they are just going to have to get used to the fact that their baby is twenty years old and growing ( Read more... )

why is it that i'm always messing up every good thing thats in my life. its like theres something out there that has a vendetta against me and wants me to die unhappy. sometimes i question why i even have the good things that i do. i love michael with all of my heart and yet for some reason i keep pushing him away inch by inch. i want him to be ( Read more... )

so i officially love being out of the bubble known as East Cobb. michael's and my future is slowly starting to appear in our vision and things are going to change. im not sure how long until i can get out of here but i do know that in two and a half years i will be done with college if not sooner and we will be moving somewhere away from here.  so ( Read more... )

so i'm leaving for a week...and im just saying goodbye for now and i'll update everyone on my crazy adventure in texas when i get back ( Read more... )

im not happy in my house. i just want to be with you. i love you. i miss you when you arnt here. all i want to do is make you happy. in order for me to be happy i need to be out of my house. i hate it here. i hate the stress of my parents and the indecisive shit that they pull.  i'm so happy that i'm going on vacation for a week. a week in texas ( Read more... )

i'm so tired and yet my body wont let me sleep. i'm actually worn out and now i feel like i'm going to puke. tomorrow is relax day i guess...gr.

so i finished at KSU. i got decent grades...i dont have to retake any classes...thank goodness. i got a D in Econ, a C in science, and a B in English 1102. YAY!!!

now i just need to find a job. three weeks till my bday!!! woohoo!!

so there is much to update about...so much has come and gone...much happiness to spread.

so lets see to start i hurt my toe and it looked awesome....

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