sometimes i feel like there is nothing more i want to do than just drive, get on the highway and go. it does not matter where i end up or which way i go, i just want to feel the wind in my hair and the soothing constant movement of my car against the cement. if only i could travel all the time, get away from the growing bubble of Kennesaw. my mind ( Read more... )

i wish my friends would be my fucking friends. or at least do what friends are fucking supposed to do. here i am in desperate need for their support and yet i get NOTHING in fucking return. this will stay with me forever...i just wanted you to know that.

thanks.

today is day number one of packing up the house...its so depressing. all i can think about is all my memories are getting put into boxes...the only life i know is being taken away to my grandmothers house. i'm trying so hard to be peppy and to keep my mind off of what is being taken away. my room is not as bare as the rest of the house but its ( Read more... )

i've been trying so hard to be patient with my parents especially my dad but i dont think i can honestly be patient any longer when it comes to my living situation. they said they would do everything they could to get me an apartment and help me but honestly i cant wait as long as they want me too...or should i say as long as my dad wants me too. i ( Read more... )

alright everyone, i need everyone to keep my families in their thoughts and prayers until all of this shit gets worked out. we are in financial hell right now and we just cant seem to get out.  both of my parents are so stressed to the point of nervous breakdown mania. just keep us all in your thoughts and pray for us that everything will get ( Read more... )

okay so for the past two weeks or so there has been an ubelievably amount of drama and shittyness that a person really should not choose to ever go through...well i did but i needed to get the hell out of it.

i just wanted to say that it feels so good to be free so leave me the hell alone...if you dont know what i'm talking about then just ( Read more... )

i got this off of someone on deviant art so bare with me and the weird questions at the end.

Rules
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the ( Read more... )

this feeling is back. its returned to me and im really not liking it. i honestly didnt think that i would have to go through this twice in one year. this whole process is beginning once again for the second time in this year that is one of the best so far. i guess this just proves that i cant ever be truly happy for longer than a few months. but ( Read more... )

ya know, i'm so happy to finally be on my own and making a name for myself by myself. i always thought that no matter what my parents would be proud of me and support my every decision, but i guess i was wrong. i was wrong about everything. i say parents but i mean my mother. she will always be my mother and i will always love her as the only ( Read more... )

so last night i had the weirdest dream...well it wasnt so weird as it was painful. i was dreaming some nonsense and then all of a sudden my old dog came into the picture and he was all freshly washed and happy to see the world again. i dont know about you but i definatly woke myself up crying. yeah....tears...anyways.

i'm so bored. i hate being