You are just a distant memory of a time in which i loved a substance more than anything else. When one thing hit rock bottom you were the wall in which i ran into. knowing this is i realize that similar to my addiction that you symbolize the same thing. you are my cocaine. i don't really want you. i don't even know if i like you. the only thing ( Read more... )

This is the greatest and best song in the world... Tribute ( Read more... )

its almost been a year since i've seen you or something ridiculous yet it seems that you've yet to leave the back of my mind with your drunken e-mails of the way things were for our stolen moments. in all honesty we knew that it would never amounted to anything...in fact that was half the appeal....but yet in all my cloudy memories ...there might ( Read more... )

mason, matt, sam and I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got woken up at 730 in the morning to terrible rap... then as i was nestling into dream world it started again.... why oh why do the neighbors continue to torture me... its not even good music its continually a compilation of the worst music ever....ahhh

why? does this feel like settling? do i continue to not feel its right? do i constantly agonize over this? isn't there an easy answer? can't i be on the other side of this already? doesn't our love ever coincide one of us is always pushing away? do others have to put it so clearly and i'm still in the gray? why? why? why? why?

so much trouble i have to not get into...

damn cheap beer and free drinks!!!!

do have to say mad props to the taxi driver john... saved us from a hell of a walk home!!

ahh... restored drafts are so revealing at times...shoot...

damn i hate myspace.... allowing for drunken messages that aren't even really the case just come about.... god damnn it

Today Nancy the Slumlord told me they just don't do recycling... no one does it... they just throw garbage in the receptacle but I could feel free to take my recycling to the center myself....

boys are so silly... today i was told i inspired a poem... a quite amazing poem i might say... hmm...