I've been on a recent string of bad luck on all fronts, financial or otherwise. I try to look forward to when this will end. It's also funny that when I think back to when this began... I remember that its always been like this ( Read more... )

I found a new connection with Garden State. The main character talks about how once you leave home, that feeling is gone and you don't find it again until you make a home of your own, recreate that own sense of familiarity and comfort all by yourself. Today I went back to my family's house and, for the first time in my life, it didn't feel like ( Read more... )

I am putting off my seven page paper due tommorrow until the very very last minute. Why? Because, that's how I roll. Actually... it may have something to do with the fact that school means about nothing to me. What a lesson I'm going to teach my children ( Read more... )

Beware! Drunken update!

I've had a great week. My <3 and I went to Spago in Beverly Hills where I had the finest meal that I've ever had the privlege of eating. It was a taste of the high roller life that I know I'm one day destined to lead. I can't imagine my future without me being rich, I'll be so disappointed. I won't know what to do. All my ( Read more... )

*Forgot to cross-post this.Yesterday was 4/20! However... Ethen says drug free is the way to be, so he and I have quit smoking. We'll see how long that lasts ( Read more... )

You know that moment, that instant in time you will have at the end to reflect back upon your life as a whole, that point where the sum of all your parts equals the quality of your existance ( Read more... )

Tell me, do I affect you in any way?

signed a curious drunk.

I really am unhappy with my life at this moment in time. I feel like the smallest things are causing me to stress out. I find my heart beating out of control, my hands sweating, and a feeling of light-headedness constantly overcoming me. I can’t live like this, I’m going to break under the pressure, but under the pressure of what!? I look at my ( Read more... )

Per popular demand, this journal of self-development must be updated ( Read more... )

All these damned livejournal entries seem to happen way late at night when I can't sleep. Why is that? Maybe it's because it's very often that I can't sleep! Har Har ( Read more... )