So I'm still stuck at 301.  THREE-OH-ONE!  What the flying fuck?  (This is according to the center's scale.  My scale is 296.)  I like mine better ( Read more... )

Well, ever since Halloween, I have been on a downward spiral.  I blame that fuckin Halloween candy and my lack of control.  Not that I ate a lot.  Just that I had ANY!  It set me back because I was having cravings, etc again. Idiot I am!

Thanksgiving I did well.  I still managed to lose 5 lbs.

Christmas... mmyeaaa... mom made fudge.  And gram's ( Read more... )

Wow... even with my birthday and Thanksgiving, I somehow managed to lost 5 lbs ( Read more... )

So I wanted to just regroup.  Now that I've reached the 200's, it's like I need to start over.  Start anew ( Read more... )

I heard it!!!!!!  My scale said "Two hundred and ninety-nine point eight."  TWO HUNDRED!!!!

You know what I did?  I cried.  I cried hard.   I don't know if it was happiness?  Sadness that I haven't been this low since I was in my teens?  Relief?  I finally lost SOMETHING after a month of avoiding the scale and self-sabotaging myself?

I heard it ( Read more... )

So mom found my weight watchers cards from when I was 10.  Since I have no idea what weight I was at what age, this was good.

In Aug 1982, (so I was 9) I weighed 129 lbs.  And for the year that I was in weight watchers, you could see my weight not change.  In fact, I gained 10 lbs by the time I stopped going.   Back then, they used to read your ( Read more... )

So I started a walking regiment today.  I decided I will walk before I go to work.  It sucks.  That's all I have to say.  I walked a 1/4 mile around the block and I was breathing hard and a little sweaty by the time I was done.  That's just pathetic ( Read more... )

So this represents both a step forward and a step back ( Read more... )

OMG, I cannot get this scale to move!!!  It hovers between 302-304 (This morning!)  I gained 2 lbs since Saturday?! WTF.   How does one do this when watching everything I eat?!  It makes me want to say fuck it and go eat that pizza I want.  (though, I know I'd be sick and regret bit.  So I don't ( Read more... )

Wow.  For the first time I actually gained.  I gained .6 (or .4?) so I weighed 311 on their scale.  I'm going the wrong way!!!  I have been 'cheating' I guess.  I haven't been eating snacks.  I haven't been taking the meds like I should.  I haven't been exercising.  I've been eating a whole thing of sorbet (600 cals!) and I've been eating salsa (70 ( Read more... )