I dont want to deal with this shit anymore. I'm making a new blocked journal. I'm going to start avoiding and stop talking to you guys. I'm not going to make anymore drama for you guys I'm sorry this had to happen. I'm sorry that my screw ups have to ruin everything. Have a nice life.

OMG I = freaking out. Talking to Geo and he told me this story and after it everything I typed started being erased. And I was freaking out I was so scared. And he's like "I shouldnt have told you that" and I started freaking more and did what everyone tells me to do. I said "Please go away I would like to be alone" and it stoped. But Geo wanted to ( Read more... )

Ya so, done nothing this weekend but RO cuz you know I have no life and this seems to bug people even though I'm content with it. Anyone whose friendship with Tiff wont be threatened is asking to hang out with me and to be honest I'm not much in the mood to go anywhere today. So unless you feel like coming here then w/e. It was the miracle of your ( Read more... )

So like work. New girl, Jakki, doing fountain (cash register / ice cream) she seems cool. And I guess she's one of Dick's friends so thats even cooler. And I learned how to use the cash register. Kinda slow, saw the fat kid. Then when I was counting my till I get a phone call from Dick and he told me where he had been and why he hasnt called anyone ( Read more... )

Java was like cheating, swear to god, we had the actual answers in front of us. W/e. Then Physics I didnt know 2 or 3 answers, then Trig I knew most of it but I didnt have time to check my answers. Economics I got a 103 wooo! Then English me Julio and Mike decided to have a bull shit contest, see who could bull shit the best through the test, lol. ( Read more... )

*sighs* Heh, Mike once said he never met anyone who sighed more then me. Maybe I'm just exasperated with life. 17 years is a long time. My stomach is queesy and I shake. This week has been, normal, as in normal I mean what use to be considered normal. Me and Mike talk and joke like we're friends, and I know I said I wasnt going to forgive him and ( Read more... )

Argh puke. I think I say puke a lot. I was talking with Lordns about my vocabulary today, how it ranges from 80's american and massachusetts american, to british and japanese. Its random and there and I enjoy it. All these little words amuse me, heh. And like I was reading Geo's journal and his ex is bitching at him (what else is new right Geo?) ( Read more... )

Last night I had a freak out session, woop-de-doop. My hands are cold, Ana confuses me, we had early release day. I dont know what I want anymore, I want to be friends and at the same time dont, Anna told me he still wanted to be friends but I dunno, its fragile right now, we're friendly to each other but not friends. He showed me how to sharpen a ( Read more... )

So um today we watched Spider-Man 2 and got pissed that Ragnarok was down. Ana went home. Went online and fooled around, then went to the movies at 3:30 for a 4 showing of In Good Company, which was nice but no as nice as it could have been. I was amused at points though. ( SPOILERS...kinda )

Woke up went online, watched Anchor Man, took a shower, cleaned, played DDR, played online, Ana came over, ate chinese food, Watched Now you see it, which wasnt half bad, Ana talked to Shane and occasionally I did too, watched Anchor man, started falling asleep while on the phone with Shane but then he started asking me questions about Mike and ( Read more... )