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[fatty890]

Well my singleness is no more and yet the last time I was here I could only feel rage and hate. I don't know if that is gone but I got myself into this again. Not that is a bad thing I don't think because I really like here but the things is I just can't stop thinking about how things have been in the past and knowing how she will feel later. Down

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[piseasmoon]

What's her name?

[fatty890]

Kira and she is really cool but I am just afraid that I will disappoint her like I did with Clara. Its like this I can't stop thinking about my last relationship and that last relationship makes me keep thinking that I am a horrible boyfriend. So if that is true that I am a horrible boyfriend then I am just setting myself up for heartbreak because I am just going to fail her like I did Clara. I don't want to go through that again and yet I want to try believe that I can make her happy. In short, I am scared of the past affecting or defining my future. I just keep looking back at everything that happened and wonder was it all my fault was I to blame and I really care about Kira I really do. I just hope that I don't fuck this up because everything was really great between me and Clara in the first week but after that everything went to shit. I think I am just going to try not think about it and hope that maybe I can get it right this time.

[wildpersimmons]

if we do not learn from our history we are condemned to repeat its mistakes

i know you know me

[doombot]

thinking to much hurts the brain and history only suck when we dont learn from it

Re: i know you know me

[fatty890]

who are you

i know you know me

[doombot]

thinking to much hurts the brain and history only suck when we dont learn from it