Well my singleness is no more and yet the last time I was here I could only feel rage and hate. I don't know if that is gone but I got myself into this again. Not that is a bad thing I don't think because I really like here but the things is I just can't stop thinking about how things have been in the past and knowing how she will feel later. Down ( Read more... )

Punching people in the face is fun :)

Ashes for Ashes and Blood for Blood ( Read more... )

Is the sum of the parts less than the whole

Heat dies but Hate is Eternal

ASSHOLE, BAD, MEAN, STUPID, whatever you want to call me I don't care anymore I need know that those who have hurt me and would hurt others must suffer and feel pain. I don't care anymore. I can't think I am gone but here. I am end to myself. I was stabbed by man that I went to hand change to. I am ridiculed by those I love and I am not appreciate ( Read more... )

I was thinking about it and I was listen to this old song that I used to listen to all the time and I just had a flashback. I remember who I was and the goal that man had searching for virtue and honor. Finding his joy in the pursuit of the perfection of his mind and body. When I cut my wings to slither on my belly. I find myself wondering this and ( Read more... )

Well things have change a lot over the last two weeks I think I can't really remember when it happened but Clara said it was over if I called her back after she had hung up on in the middle of a conversation as usually showing that she absolutely no respect for anything I have to say. But it doesn't matter I don't care anymore and regretfully we ( Read more... )

Things from the past I can't escape names and titles that I wish I wasn't labeled as. It doesn't hurt that much anymore because I am what I am and I don't think I will ever be good enough for the world. I will always be its monster to someone or someplace. I suppose I should be sad or upset or maybe even angry but I don't feel anything. I know what ( Read more... )

All I have is hate. I am not taking anyone else's shit anymore I am not going to let people walk all over me anymore. I am sick of mike bullying me at work just because he's the fucking boss doesn't mean he threaten me the way he does. I just don't give a fuck anymore the next motherfucker that gets in my way is the fuck beat out of him. The list ( Read more... )