wow its been a really longh time since i've updated this thing. so much has gone on that i don't even want to bother explaining it. but just know...everything is going good, life is good. gonna be moving up north...hopefully soon. went to berkley last night and it was the freaking coolest place in the world. crazy people wait till the last second ( Read more... )

lately life has been almost complete disapointment. i mean, if you've seen me in the last week or so its been happiness. but most of it is an illusion...most of it is me doing what my therapist said not to do. most of it is just an almost instant repressed memory. but what am i to do...certain people have certain expectations of me in life...it ( Read more... )

well, i think its time i update this thing...lets see how much i can remember. ok, as some of you know, i got a girlfriend. her name is trish. i couldn't be happier with her. honestly....i just hope this one actually lasts. i'll try to make it last. ok, well, i'm still waiting to get my car fixed...don't know when it'll happen but heres to hoping ( Read more... )

man, life sucks without her. i figured since it was so easy for her to break up with me that it would be easier for me to get over it...like it should be. but its so hard trying to live life without that special someone to lift your spirit and make a hotdog bun costume for your dog, or buy graduation gifts for your bf's sis only days after you met ( Read more... )

It amazes me....for the first time in a long time i'm truly sad. I haven't been truly sad since i was in junior high in 7th grade. i can't believe it happened...it just kinda came up and bit me on the ass.

Just when you think you're life couldn't get any better....something happens and screws up everything. its always worse when you don't see it coming too. isn't it? well, Hilary broke my heart. somehow i knew she would but i really thought she would be different... This will definetely go down as the worse day of my life. My stomach is killing me.

The last couple of days haven't quite been the happiest of my life. i don't know whats up with us but i want everything to get back to normal like it was 3 days ago. I've been pretty sad....i feel ignored and unwanted. Oh well, lifes a bitch sometimes.

well, after the events of today, i feel much better....i got my car finally. yay. Have a major headache. but its goin away...hangin out with hilary...Fun as always. hmmm...don't seem to have much to talk about but it seemed like i had so much to say a lil while ago...brain fart...hate it when that happens. anyway... be blessed all. I Love you guys.

well, I just got bakc from seeing hilary and for the first time i left her and felt pissed....but not to worry i wasn't pissed at her...i tell you i just exploded...not in front of them but i was screaming system of a down music at the top of my lungs all the way home just to see if it would calm me down...didn't work...so now I'm writing my ( Read more... )

Today is yet another magical day...and i don't mean that in a sarcastic way. I Love my life... now that life is worht living...Man, i'm in debt up to my eyeballs and i couldn't be happier. cuz its not what put me into debt that made me happy...it's what took my mind away from debt and allowed me to relax. well, stay safe y'all.

-Tony