i feel like shit.god i wish i weren't crazy still. but no one knows where the hurts are on me so its ok...i still seem sane. i just wish i could be a better person and not make other people feel like shit. I'm trying but i'm only human...i can only change so much at a time...so until that time i guess i can just keep these hurtiness and be crazy. ( Read more... )

aaaaauuuugggghhh!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T FUCKIN KNOW ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN"T CONRTOL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

yo whts up everybody... kinda bored right now but for once I'm not work..thank god.anyway just thought i'd update and let everyone know how I'm doing. I'm extremely happy with my life right now and the reason i am just walked in the door. :-) ummm...not much going on other than that so i'll update later...oh yeah i got a kitten. he's the cutest. ( Read more... )

I'm at work...bored again...whoo hoo..at least I'm officially half over with my shift. only 3 and a half hours left. miss my kitty!!! go trogdor!!

hahaha...i wish i was drunk...time always goes by faster when i am...lalalalala...i wish i was home relaxin...oh boy do i. calm down. clam sown!!! hahahahahaha!!

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umm...well, I'm back to work now...missed working but yay!! JD has officially moved in with me. and we moved chris out today. yay...hahaha that rhymed. i miss my girly friend a lot.(my boo)(lol, I'm such a stupid jackass.) hopefully she misses me too. life is good...heard through the grapevine that i may get put out on my favorite account for ( Read more... )

things going better..a lot better...i feel ready to go back to work but they say I'm not. damn..need moneys..anyway...just wanted to let y'all know I'm doing better.

still going very shitty but i do appreciate all the help I've been gettin from jd and other friends that i never really talked to a lot like perry. talking to perry put a lot in perspective for me. a lot more things about someone made more sense after i talked to him. i hope i get to keep talking to him...he's a big help.

in a very shitty mood...been givin the run around all this mornin. uuugghhh!!!!