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Never dreamed possible.
So here I am, 19 years old sitting in front of my laptop, worrying myself over something that might be completely blown up ( Read more... ) -
Stupidity and heartbreak.
[02:24 AM] Sailorscoutv90: hey ( Read more... ) -
Funny.
You don't understand. You NEVER do. I feel like you take me for granted. And you sure as hell don't prove yourself to me.
FUCK. Why can the one person you love so much be the one that can make you so miserable?
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Wow.
It's been a while since I've posted in this. I definitely don't want this to go unused like my last LJ. Which is pretty funny since my last LJ was pretty amusing to read. Here's a preview ( Read more... ) -
Continue.
Definitely not getting attention tonight. He's already asleep. But then again who wouldn't fall asleep after spending a complete day playing a video game that they've already beat ( Read more... ) -
2:51 a.m.
I'm on my new laptop, yay for me.
But my boyfriend is in bed, sleeping no doubt, after playing a game about 12 hours straight.
No attention for me tonight.
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Damnitt.
I swear it feels like he doesn't care.
This is killing me. -
Ginnie Springs.
"I don't feel like going."
Fuck that. You can't do ANYTHING with me or for me. What's the point?
"I'm happy at home."
So you can't be happy with me no matter where we are? We can't spend any time together somewhere else BESIDES the house.
FUCK YOU. I'm over this. You can rot in your room for all I care. My heart will just rot with you. -
Questions.
Why do I feel so unappreciated? Like he doesn't want me. Or that all I am to him is a nuisance.
I wish he'd SHOW me that he loves me. I miss the old times when he said sweet things. When everytime he'd IM me, my heart would skip a beat. I miss the feeling of being WANTED constantly. I miss this;
Bomber580: now ill tell you what im going to do
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Nothing.
Nothing interesting has happened.
But I really wish he'd realize what I do for him.
And that sometimes I feel like our relationship is one-sided.
PEACE.