I'm starting to lose faith in today's society. Go go go stupid people!

I'm still madly and sickening in love with Shawn. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
I don't want to be used, I want a relationship. This sucks.

Damn cute boys.
And damn the states between Florida and Oregon.

For the first time in a long time I actually feel pretty good about myself. I was told by a certain someone that I can't wait around for other people. That I need to go and do what I need to in this world. Gawd, I feel 10x better than I did before. Thank you so much.

I miss the the past so much right now. I'm depressed beyond the help of medication. I really need to get out of this city.

"Victoria! She's the light in my sky and the ground beneath my feet. We've been friends since 7th grade, when we first met each other. We knew of each other before that, but we were never introduced. Of all the people in my life she is the most valuable to me and I don't know what I would do without her. We've been "together" for years now but have ( Read more... )

I hate boys. I hate how they wrap you around their fingers and make you twirl and dance like some little bitch. I hate how they toy with your emotions and blame you for everything.

I hate how he ALWAYS does this to me, no matter what.

FUCK YOU.

I miss the past. More than ever.

All this time I've been waiting to finally be with the one person I've loved the most and now I think it's time to move on. Wow, it even hurts saying it. I can't keep putting myself in the situation I'm in. It's not fair to myself. Yet I do it anyways because I LOVE him. But how do I know he still feels the same for me? That I'm not just here for ( Read more... )

I hate having the feeling likeI'm unwanted or unloved. And unfortunately that feeling has reared it's ugly head more than once in these past few days. Every night I lie half awake, crying my eyes out for almost no reason. The people at my job, Shawn, me friends. They all drive me crazy half the time. And sometimes the way I'm treated just makes me ( Read more... )

So everything about the miscarriage was blown up. My doctor said not to worry, it was just one of those random abnormal periods. So whatever ( Read more... )