i have been trying so hard to be a champ and i feel like its paying off. its weird! i've been very happy these days. this is going to be bad when it ends. i'm not that worried, i guess- the futures looking pretty alright. i might be able to graduate in may 2010 like i'm supposed to, but i don't know whats next. i guess i could be a real tech ( Read more... )

i am doing well in school and learning a lot. its kind of boring to always drag myself to the books but i have the hustler's ambition, so here i am. i even got a job at the hospital. i work in a lab and its rad. i can turn it into a career if gold digging doesn't work out and the comics don't sell. boring i know. i think its high time i had ( Read more... )

well, after a month or so of rejection on all fronts, my self-confidence feels more like pathetic delusion. thats okay yo. i'm keeping my chin up. such a champ, right ( Read more... )

Soo anyways I guess my parents' house triggers livejournal urges... my brother graduated and I am so proud of what a swell guy he really is. Sitting out in the rain was awful but we both have officially grown up into rad folks and that is really a beautiful thing, my friends. Studs ( Read more... )

I feel really self-assured these days. Its like I'm an island, Kate Island, just chilling out in the ocean doing my thang. Dude, if I was an island I'd be a cool island like Ibiza or something where people are tan and the sun shines on. Not a sad island like Alcatraz or where the plane crashed in Lord of the Flies or anything. Think more along ( Read more... )

im so bored. in general. but I guess things are okay. marinating in my conscience never got me anywhere... so I stopped. so I don't even know what to write here any more. School is challenging to me but I'm really trying, promise. I think I'm improving over last semester. I'll give myself a little pat on the back later ( Read more... )

so im about to drive back to tucson for another semester. i need to do better so im hoping that everything starts off okay. i want to start positive habits, rather than sleeping through my afternoon classes. yeah, we'll see how that goes. here are some more (I'm writing these down for me... I'm aware that this is really inane shit here ( Read more... )

so excuse me for whining, but ughhh. i suck. its not even about the grades that much, i just feel like such a shit head for not trying a little harder ( Read more... )

im gross... i guess i dont have anything to say except that i think i can do better

i know i whine a lot but i just have to vent or something, i dont know what it is ( Read more... )