Amusingly, I haven't written jackcrap in over a year, yet I sneak on to check my friends page regularly ( Read more... )

My spring break resolution is to read, read, read! The books I've chosen have titles like Staying Put, Rooted in the Land: Essays on Community and Place, Sex, Economy, Freedom and Community, and Four Arguments for the Elimination of Television. I'm done with the first; I loved it because it affirmed my personal beliefs and I like to be right. Here' ( Read more... )

Part of my obsession with babies is that caring for little ones makes me feel capable, and proud of myself ( Read more... )

I'm a bitchwhore because... I have a major crush. Last week it was thinking about him when I fell asleep, trying to stand at my best angle when he could see me, trying to be in places where he would turn up, and watching for him out the window all the time. Then I didn't see him for 7 days and it died down a little but when we finally saw each ( Read more... )

I have to take the time RIGHT NOW, in a rare moment of joy, to express how good I feel. Things have been getting me down so much lately! Yesterday I went on a birds field trip, and froze my bum but got some nice hiking in and saw some local winter birds, including a dead chickadee. Holding that baby was a turning point in my mental state, because ( Read more... )

This is seriously, seriously amazing!

http://www.xenvideo.com/2006/10/24/weird-animation-rabbit/

Today I slept in, and dreamt of better days with better people. Then I listened to ALL of Pendulum's Hold Your Colour. I researched reviews just to assure myself of how awesome it is. I am futzing about "Overheard in New York" and trying to rationalize why I miss some people SO MUCH more than I miss others... and why I don't miss some at all. God, ( Read more... )

Tonight I made dinner. I did NOT want American food, and my mom's idea of "healthy" includes being drowned in an oil/heavy cream mixture... So, taking my lessons from the past, I stir-fried some veggies, in NOT too much oil. The veggies were carrots, who don't really like being stir-fried, and some past-their-prime mushrooms. The mushrooms looked ( Read more... )

Mano sirdis skauda. Pagaliau gryzus namo, as taip smarkiai ilgstu Neringos, Lietuviu, tikru draugu-- tuos kuriuos as virs viska kita myliu. Toliau, as dar karta esu susimaisus su meiles reikalais... labai lengvai pavydziu, labai baisiai noriu to ko negaliu tureti. Vaje, vaje-- nors as esu ypatingai laiminga tureti kazka kuri as taip daug myliu ir ( Read more... )

2006 was a rough year. I am glad it is over; 2007 is hard to welcome. I rang in the new year with those I truly love, would definitely be happy for life with. I miss Binghamton and my life up there, but at the same time am happy that this is how my break went. I am happy that I am where I am and that I know what I have to do. I am happy that green ( Read more... )