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so right now I am confused with my life. I do not where to go or where I want to go.Maybe going back to san diego will be a good thing, but I do not want to leave fresno. I do not want to leave my friends i have made. I have never met people as great as them and i do not want to leave them. I am hoping that My aunt will let me live with her. This ( Read more... )

I am trying to get over him. You have no idea how bad I want to, but it is just so hard. I need help getting over him.

I fell really hard for him. I can not seem to dig myself out of how far I have fallen.

i dont understand why everything wrong about me is assumed to be about ryan. i mean do i appear to be some kind of pathetic person who dwells on such lame things? why cant anyone understand that im not so worried about these shallow things. im just so tired. of everything. i cant stand living with my aunt anymore. belinda has ruined any chance of ( Read more... )

this is gonna be pretty tough to get over. who does he think he is being such an asshole to me? who am i kidding? i knew this wasnt gonna work from the beginning. i knew he wasnt over his ex girlfriend yet i was like yeah i wanna be with you. why couldnt he just not tell me how he felt? he should have been sure of what he wanted first. instead of ( Read more... )

i think he is breaking up with me. this all happened so fast. its all ending so fast.

o man where do i start? me and ryan.it was raining.we almost died.it rained some more.then he was like i kinda like you faye.then i was like i kinda like you too.then it rained some more.then he kissed me.then i dropped my phone.then we went to look for it and found it run over in the streets. ive waited since halloween for this kid.it was all ( Read more... )

im so confused. does he know? oh god what if he does? this conversation with him was so weird. whast is he trying to get out of me? i mean like one fo the first things he asked was do you have anything to tell me? anything lifechanging? oh god oh god oh god!!!

so this week is pretty cool so far.saw some old friends.boy have they changed,ive known these kids since 6th grade.one of them is pregnant.one is a slut.one is a fake.one is a coke addict.and the others, well i dont know.i guess things change drastically when your gone for two years.