so today is arthop.yes.tomorrow im taking the train with ryan.yes.

oh man i am so tired .so im going to sd for spring break .im gonna take the train.ryan might take the train down to sd with me so he can visit his people and keep me company on the train .i swear that kid is the biggest dork i know .how do we talk on the phone for so long and dont say anything ?or nothing ?he likes to put words in my mouth and mock ( Read more... )

so i dont know what to do with this kid....he frustrates me like there is no tomorrow .this fathom im obsessed with is becoming ridiculous.

well besides that i had a very successful thursday night .

the guy that works at pacifica pizza is handsome.

i should quit smoking.how many times am i gonna say that ,but i wont do it ?

so yeah we watched the big lebowski yesterday ....when dont i watch that dang movie .it inspired me, jadeybop and mayhem to have a sleepover next weekend and watch trainspotting and etc...and we are gonna go on an adventure like in the movies to this lady's house in mayhems naighborhood...she supposed to be really religious or something.and we are ( Read more... )

man listening to say anything makes me really happy..they are so good.i want to go see them in bako.oh man this sunday was pretty sweet.oh man i just about had a heart attack when portugal. the man played.oh and i talked to john gourley.and i touched him it was hot,i just about had a aural-gasm.But my god i had a million fear before the march of ( Read more... )

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ok so we talked last night .
it was really good.
felt like we didnt ever stop talking .
i remember now,why i like him.

i slept good last night

he makes things so difficult.who am i kidding i dont mean it .

i want to go back home for spring break or ohio or huntington beach i dont know ..so many choices

I NEED MY CELL PHONE BACK!!!

so im gonna go to the art museum today ..every tuesday its free..its pretty snazzy

im tired of waiting,ill always have feelings for him,and id probably do anything for him ,and he doesnt even know it.whatever ,i like vinny ,hes probably better for me ...or maybe thats just what i want to think

i dont know what to do ,he is so unhealthy .ive never felt feelings so strong for anyone before it sort of pathetic .im so afraid to tell him how i feel because it might diminsh the friendship or lack there of that we already have.....he is driving me crazy