School's taking over my life. Ive been so stressed and busy lately that this break feels all wrong because I dont have a ton of work to do every night. Ive been so confused lately, nothing seems to make sense or work out like its suppose too. I just need a nice long vacation away from everybody for awhile

I took some Adderall at like 7 today so i can study for my psych test without falling asleep. Apparently taking it that late is a bad idea b/c Im still wide awake! And now my roomie is going to bed and so Ill have no one to talk too....I studied till my brains turned to mush and cleaned my whole fucking apartment. And when I say clean, I mean ( Read more... )

First a small country, then the world!

Im already starting to feel the sex withdrawal and Rachel isnt here to stop me from doing something stupid. Maybe I should tie myself to the coffee table and throw my cellphone across the room. I forgot how antsy I get

Well my whole weekend so far has gone by in a drunken stupor. It was a lot of fun though, I got to see a lot of people I havent in awhile. Its crazy how fast news fly, for once my apartment was more of a sausage fest than an overabundence of vagina. Thankfully my roomie kept me out of trouble b/c I do a lot of stupid things when I'm drunk. Im ( Read more... )

Tonight definitly made up for this week. I love how I've been single less than a day and guys I havent talked to in months come crawling out of the wood works. We definitly had more people over here tonight than we have in awhile. Niccis bf kept touching me and kissing my cheek/forehead. I hope she doesnt get mad and kick my ass later. Even ( Read more... )

Talk about one shitty week. One of my best friends has a mental breakdown and tries to kill herself, me and my boyfriend split, and my credit card info was stolen and now im short over $1000. At least the last problem is fixable, but its going to take 90 days for me to get all my money back. This is absolute proof that God really does hate me ( Read more... )

Its over. God I knew it would hurt, but I didnt think it would this much. I wish I could just tear my heart out

Of course Im exhausted from not sleeping last night, but at the same time revitalized from working out, kinda weird feeling. So after talking to my girls last night and today I found out Im not the only person suffering from insensitive boyfriend syndrome, it appears its an epidemic. I mean seriously, is it so much to ask for someone who gives a ( Read more... )

God I hate insomina. I was so tired before, I went to bed early and passed out, but my roommate woke me up at 3. Now its 5:37 and I'm still awake and I dont think Im getting any sleep tonight. I cant remember the last time I slept a whole night through. I think I need to start stealing my roommates pills so that Im not so tired doing the day ( Read more... )