I GuEsS
I AiN'T GoT AnY OtHeR ShIt tO Be fRoNtIn
At yOu mOtHeRfUcKeRs eXcEpT
I'M ReAlLy fUcKiN SoRrY.
So mOtHeRfUcKiN SoRrY.
I DoNe uNdErStAnD If yOu mOtHeRfUcKeRs
AiN'T WaNtIn tO Be sPeAkIn tO Me aGaIn.
It's cOoL.
I'M GoNnA Be tRyIn mY FuCkInG HaRdEsT
To kEeP ThIs sHiT FrOm hApPeNiN AgAiN.
If yOu pEoPlE CaN DiG ThAt.
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more locked apologies to Vriska, Tavros, Nepeta, Terezi and Karkat. Also lots of troll text and images. )
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Rapunzel stares at her SFC for a good twenty minutes, rereading the post over and over and over again.
Damn it damn it damn it all. ]
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Deep breaths, Punzie. You can do this. It's just Gamzee! Your good friend Gamzee. He has a good reason for doing all those things and-- even if he doesn't, they're friends, right? Friends stick close to each other in the worst of times.
That's how she gains the courage to respond. She needs to be there for him, where others won't. She can accept Gamzee, murder and all, if that means it'll be easier on him.
That's what friends are for. ]
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are you hurt? or hungry?
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y0u're s0rry? really? h0w cliche if y0u ask me. y0u killed and injured a wh0le bunch 0f pe0ple and all y0u can say is s0rry? y0u kn0w, that really pisses me 0ff. i kn0w y0u're n0t that retarded, gamzee. y0u kn0w that this was wr0ng in s0 many levels. y0u fucking killed nepeta. y0u made kk kill y0u; which put him in a fucking mental state 0f insecurity. he was fucking s0bbing when i was talking t0 him. h0w c0uld y0u ever, ever expect me t0 f0rgive y0u just by saying s0rry? take y0ur head 0ut 0f y0ur fucking n00k gamzee.
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AnD ThEn i aIn't eVeR GoIn
To bE MoThErFuCkIn nEaR HeR I SwEaR.
Or yOu.
I AlReAdY GoT Me iN ThE PoSsEsSiOn oF HaViN AnOtHeR HiVe,
So yOu aIn't eVeR HaViN To sEe mE EvEr aGaIn.
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You were the one who killed Dave and threatened Rose and John?
[You have angered the mother duck.]
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[A sigh. With how many people in his world do heelfaceturns, he's... pretty used to it. So the glare from before is replaced with an almost understanding -- if irritated -- look.]
Just...
If it happens again, you know I'll be coming after you.
...
You're going to have to make it up to everyone somehow, or they won't trust you.
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YoU AnY StRoNg, BrO?
CaUsE YoU BeSt bE BeLiEvIn mE WhEn i dOnE TeLl
ThAt iF ThAt sHiT GeTs iT HaPpEn oN AgAiN
I WaNt sOmEoNe tO StOp iT.
StOp tHe mOtHeRfUcKeRs iN My hEaD.
In aNy fUcKiN WaY.
So iF I LoSe mY ShIt aGaIn aNd sTaRt gOiNg rOuNd lIkE A FuCkIn lAuGhSaSsIn
Go fOr iT.
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gamzee
its going to take a lot to get everyones trust back and itll take a while
but i think you can do it!
and
i still want to talk to you
even though im not sure how much i can help
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I AiN'T KnOwIn hOw mUcH YoU CaN Be hElPiN Me wItH ThIs sHiT EiThEr.
BuT YoU Is oNe oF SmArT MoThErFuCkEr
So mAyBe yOu cAn dOnE FiGuRe sOmEtHiNg oUt.
BuT EvEn iF YoU AiN'T AbLe tO AlL Up bE DoIn tHaT,
HaViN YoU StIlL GeT YoUr sPeAk oN WiTh mE
GeTs mE GlAd tOo.
AnD If yOuR HeArT Is aLl uP BeLiEvIn tHaT I CaN WiNg tHiS ShIt
I'M GoNnA Be tRyIn mY MoThErFuCkIn hArDeSt, YeAh?
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But that would be hypocritical.]
Gamzee, you needn't be- [A pause. No, she should speak simpler, shouldn't she?] It's okay. I promise it is. Death and killing are... difficult things.
However I know you are a kind person and as long as you can continue to expre-- want to fix what you have done wrong... I will help you as much as I can.
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YoU'Re bEiN A MiRaClE, yOu kNoW.
I'M FuCkIn sOrRy fOr wHaT I DiD
AnD If i dOnE GoT YoU ScArEd oF Me.
No wOrRiEs iF YoU ArE, yEaH.
CaUsE I'M BeIn iT ToO.
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I'm not scared of you. It would be silly and hypocritical of me if I were. I truly believe you are a good person, and like all persons, there may be an occasion where you lose control. I have undergone... something very similar.
Please do not beat yourself up over what happened.
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If yOu iS WaNtIn wE CaN AlL LiKe gEt oUr sHaRe oN HeRe.
HaVe a lItTlE FuCkIn fEeLiNgS JaM.
YoU ArE BeIn mY HoMiE, yOu kNoW.
If yOu aRe aLl uP In tHe bUsInEsS Of hAvIn sOmE ShIt tO Be sHaRiN WiTh mE
I'Ll gEt mY MoThErFu-
RaInBoWs uNdErStAnDiNg oN FoR Ya.
If tHaT'D GeT YoU AlL ChIlL I MeAn.
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