work.... i am so bored. i love that girl so much..... i hope she knows.

yeah... i am going crazy... this job sucks.... i am soooo bored.

i am going crazy.... i havent seen her in what seems like forever..... i love her so much........ ugh..............

yeah.

*tears*
I made a mistake and I know it, that is what hurts so bad.

It has been awhile since I wrote in here. I think it is just really too hard to keep up with this thing. The only time I write in here is when I am on punishment, because when I am not, I am either with Chandra or playing softball ( Read more... )

what am i doing? I dont care... there isnt anything in my life. she hates me. she wont take me back. i just dont understand... someone explain it ( Read more... )

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baby....

HOw can he make me feel like shit? He is the only person that can do it. I just don't understand what I did wrong. I spent time with her, yes, she is black, I know trust me. I love her to death, but I mean really, is it worth all this pain. Is it really? I am so confused, what am I supposed to do? Do I not talk to her because of him? DO I only talk ( Read more... )

alcohol poisoning... ouch.

I miss Amber... yeah.

I love you... yeah.

Yeah...

So I spent tonight with the family because we celebrated my birthday. LOL. It's next friday, but I made it PERFECTLY clear that I didn't want to have the party on MY birthday. I am sooo happy because I get to go out until one on my bday. My curfew is great. I should be spending it with Chandi and the others I hope ( Read more... )

I miss her... alot. I love her... alot. Wow... I do everything... alot.