Chandra and I are once again fighting. I don't know what to do this time... after all I mean... we are married. It is going to end I think. After 4 months I can't take it anymore... It will be over I am sure. But yeah that is all I got for now.

Chandra and I are fighting. I am upset, I mean, she is talking to her ex boyfriend, who I hate. I am really scared about him, he just creeps me out, alot, for that matter. I don't know how to tell her though. So as of right now, I am just keeping my feelings bottled up.
We are fighting over stupid shit anyways. Ugh... I hate this shit!

For the first time in forever, I am at home. I don't stay here very often. I mean, I sleep here, but I am not usually here during the day. It is kind of creepy. I mean, it's just a little bit weird to me, ya know ( Read more... )

The date of my marriage to Chandra Michelle. I am totally excited, and I cannot wait until we are officially married. I want to spend my life with her, and I totally ready to devote every feeling inside to her. She is my future, my wife, my lover, and my life partner ( Read more... )

i don't know if all of you know this, but I am definately Sout African. So, technically I am African American, how cool is that? LoL. I am so proud ( Read more... )

I am getting married! I am so excited. My parents hate my girlfriend with a passion, but for once I don't give a damn what they think. I love Chandra way too much to give her up, I am staying with her. I love her, and I cannot deny her that love. So FUCK all the people that have a problem with it.

amber comes home on friday.

Okay, so i was supposed to have senior pics today but I still have a busted lip from this past weekend, so that ios not until next wednesday... thank you god. So instead I am at work and I had lunch with my fiance... Chani. She is so sweet i love her so much. I wish she knew. We went to the mall and just kind of walked around... it was sweet.

I am trying to work. I am trying to get everything done, hold my relationship together, and make the house payment. My dad doesn't work, he's too lazy to get a job. SO, I got a job. My mom gets retirement and diability, that pays the insurance on their cars and it pays the electric bill, and the hous phone bill. Now, I am stuck with paying the ( Read more... )

fred got hit yesterday....

i love you baby... omg... i love you so much.